It was only us two looking at each other like we used to. I remembered clearly every memory with him. But turned away not looking back to stay. The strain of time tore us apart and I never looked back. " Yes, Joana" he answered I started to cry " I looked at the moon trying to find a sound, I listened to it right outside the window not knowing what I was looking for. There were days when the sun was so cruel that the moon became my light. That all the tears turned to dust and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever not knowing it was for you. I can't remember where or when or how but now I know and I couldn't bring myself to remember as every memory was banished I now feel hurt that I didn't recall the memories you and I had ever made. He looked at me with the most gentle eye smile. " Joana after a long time I kept questioning what happiness was as my life consisted of hell where no sun shone and winter never ended.
Everyday fighting just became a moment of suicide. A movie in slow motion where you don't have the courage to end your life but neither to live it. I thought I would be doomed to never know happiness until I saw you again in my memories you lived in my memory every day. He was being honest that I was sure but was he in love with Heedo or me (Joana). " I don't know you must be confused you loved me Joana ? that was a long time ago the one you meet was Heedo but that's not me please just leave I need to clear my head I've had enough right now. His word indeed felt right and were the words of the man I love. But who did I really love Jungkook or Yijin was I playing a game. If I really loved Jungkook then my memories with him would have easily been brought up but nothing, the only life I remembered at that moment was only when I was happy with Yijin.
I was confused was Jungkook just my childhood love or was he really the one I loved. I grabbed my keys and drove to Yijin's house. As I knocked on the door I looked around even confused. " Joana" I turned around and headed in. As I sat down " Yijin tell me why you lied to me" Yijin looked at me seriously. " So you know I'm sorry but we wanted the best for you, your parents were caught stealing music and well you needed a new life. I didn't mean to hurt you but believe it I did love you. Even if when you called out Jungkook's name every night in the hospital. Only in your memories, he was always there. "
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Only in your Memories
RomansRomance story of Joana And Jungkook destined to be together but ripped from eachother lives. Can that so called fate bring them together. When only in his memories will it be enough to recognize who she is now.