Dolonia

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Her heart showers me
In an ocean I fail to conceive
The reasons why
She feels so hard and believes.
I can't fathom why
Fear of her consumes my heart
And yet I can't comprehend
The need to never be apart.
It's dolonia
I fear she confuses me for another
Someone she actually deserves
Not me, but some other.
She deserves so much
Someone with qualities that aren't mine
And I'm so scared
She'll find those qualities and hide.
It's dolonia
I hate these things that she genuinely cares
But she's stayed for this long
I need to stop fearing and embrace the love of which she bears.

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