47. Second Emotion

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It's 12.30 when we all arrive at the hotel. We immediately go to our each rooms to rest yet my mind can't seem to shut off. The image of Ayeong still lingers in my head. Thoughts of whether or not I should just leave them be occurs many times.

I'm in my PJ's and my phone dings to a text message from Jake.

Jake: Are you really okay? You acted strange the whole evening.

I read it without actually open the text. But if I don't reply, he will come here and I wouldn't want that. So I bring my phone and go to the person I can only think of.

I ring his door. Chances are he's either asleep or he'll ignore me. But I was wrong, I heard his voice calling out to me. Probably saw me from the door's peephole. He then opens the door, hair is damp from the shower and already settled in his PJ's.

 He then opens the door, hair is damp from the shower and already settled in his PJ's

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"Hey, you. Do you mind if I come in?" Asks me.

Younggi looks a little surprised from my visit but eventually nods, "Sure. Come in." Says him plainly.

"Thank you." I let out a breath as I walk in to his room.

Nervousness takes over me. Unaware that I'm pacing around in his room with my arms crossed. Younggi sits at the desk chair, watching me closely.

"Are you okay?" He starts asking.

I stop pacing and turn to him.

"I don't know.. I have no clue." I answer as I decided to sit on the edge of the bed. Calming myself.

My phone dings to another message from Jake, which I chose not to read this time.

"Is it Melanie?" Younggi asks, looking concern.

"No, it's not her. It's.." I can't seem to say it. Hell, I don't know if I should tell anyone about this!

Younggi walks towards me before sitting on the bed next to me.

"It's me, Silver. You can tell me." He convinces. I shake my head.

"Not this one, I can't.. but I.. God, Younggi I feel so confused right now." I cover my face with both of my hands, elbows are resting on my knees.

Younggi doesn't press, instead he rubs my back and after a while, I open my hands and turn to him.

"What can I do, Silver? Tell me."

I bite my lip, not a word came from my mouth. I couldn't tell Younggi about Ayeong and Jake. It's not my place and there's a reason why Jake kept it a secret this entire time from his brothers. If I tell Younggi, it'll be crossing the line yet I can't go through this alone.

Even though Younggi wouldn't tell anyone, it still doesn't feel right. I let out a sigh and throw myself to the bed, lying down. Seconds later, Younggi joins me. Lying side to side.

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