7th December 2014
Well, I have taken several online depression tests and looks like I have it (no surprise there). I don’t really know what to say that I haven’t ready said.
I constantly feel alone and you do too. I guess not being together is kind of getting to us. We were making out on camp alone. It’s like we were cheating on ourselves. Breaking up normally means you stop doing what people in relationships do like kissing, making out, holding hands, etc. but we do it every now and then and we both like it.
I cut again yesterday. This time it had nothing to do with you. It was me, all me. I hate who I am so I cut. Five or six times and now there are a few spots of dried blood on my underwear. At least now no one will see them by accidently unless I’m naked. You won’t know that I’ve cut again until you read this. I feel guilty for not telling you but it’s for the best and you already worry too much about me as a friend and more.
I love you and only you. Always have always will.
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Dark in Me
Non-FictionBook one in the 'Dark' series. **** This is a diary where I write all my thoughts and occurrences from September 2014 to January 2016. IT IS 100% TRUE! It's a huge trigger to anyone going through cutting and tough times. It's just my story for anyon...
