5th December 2014
It’s been a while since I wrote here and it might be another while before I do again.
Life is confusing and hard and I don’t know what to do anymore.
We’ve both been close. We’ve been making out and hugging and kissing and everything. We say I love you to each other except the only thing keeping us apart is that we aren’t actually together. We sneak around, kiss, make out and then don’t know what to do.
The thing stopping us from dating is the pain you get still. After everything that happened, you still feel the pain from it and I do too. You don’t want that pain to come back so you keep your distance slightly. I need us to be together. It kills me day in, day out that we aren’t truly together.
Why are we so confusing and complicated?
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Dark in Me
Non-FictionBook one in the 'Dark' series. **** This is a diary where I write all my thoughts and occurrences from September 2014 to January 2016. IT IS 100% TRUE! It's a huge trigger to anyone going through cutting and tough times. It's just my story for anyon...