Poetry: The Truth Of My Heart And My Mind

When The Light Goes Out

Hey guys tell me what you think!! It's been 2 months since my grandma passed away and I guess I can't be strong..I tried to be everyday.....but now I'm falling apart.

You said it will be easy?,

I'm want to let go,

I can't just sit here and wait,

she's dead,

the only person I was close to,

she's gone and I really need her,

grandma I miss you,

I wish you could here,

I need your help,

this isn't making it easy,

I can't do this,

life is supposed to become easier,

is it too soon?,

please just give me a sign,

just tell me you're here in spirit,

I can't do it anymore,

I can't be strong,

I feel like I'm torn apart,

all I feel is pain,

I wish I could just let everything out,

that would make me so light again,

but in my heart I feel heavy,

you were meant to live longer,

help me through the toughest time,

tell me what to do,

what is right?,

tell me what is love?,

tell me it's not all so bad,

don't have me hunging,

don't make me wait,

I want to know the feeling,

all you do is make my insides,

eat each other from inside out,

I guess this is goodbye,

see you when the light goes out.