So i feel like i haven't properly updated y'all for abit sooo yh
TRIGGER WARNING. I WILL MENTION SELF HARM.
So um this time last week i threw away my blades and i felt alot happier because it was barely even an option so there was less guilt etc.
But last night i had a hella depresso mood and managed to break a pencil sharpener open to get the blade andd i relapsed....
Atleast i went a week...its a start I guess.
Umm
Me & Zoe r going ok. There's a couple of things that happen that upset me...if i hurt myself o or feel shit then she blames herself and beats herself up so then i get upset bc it isn't her fault..... but we spoke about it last night sooo we r working on it :)
College is goin ok.
I uh. Skipped my wellbeing meeting on Monday....im scared ok leave me alone.
Uhhh i haven't come out to anyone yettt but i made a letter to my fam so that's cool ♡
I guess
My mums off ill this week so i cant wear my girl clothes and its annoying asf and has rlly increased my dysphoria somehow sooo yh.
I get my eyes tested today and imma get to pick new glasses so that's fun...
Atleast i hope i am...bc idk how im paying for them.
Um yh. Anyway. Um. Idk wt else. Sooo.
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