BIG TW
Ughhhhhh I'm sorry i rlly am I'm sorry
I got a sudden urge and I couldn't help it. I just ran to the bathroom and forced myself to throw up and then ran to my room feeling pretty shit for going it and just impulsively grabbed my blade and slashed my wrist and arm I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I can't cope with anything this week I'm sorry ughh.
What is the point anymore I don't see why I keep trying I always relapse I always give in. I always end up back where I started.....
Ughh there's no fucking point anymore
Sorry I rlly am sorry.
I'll be fine.
But sorry for being a huge let down
