Ytf cant i function like a human being. I had to send more packages for my dad and my dad SPECIFICALLY asked for one to be tracked ok? And i knew that... i was counting on the staff person to ask... like usual. But they didn't.... and im socially awkward so like couldn't bring out the words "can this one be tracked" Soooo it isnt tracked. And my dads annoyed at me.... rip. I cant function.
oh yh! I didnt rlly speak about wednesday with my friends at college on here did i ? Idk. Anyway. IT WAS NICE ! I got HUGSSSSS TWO from aliyah!! One from Lyds!! That was nice :) Apparently i was being quiet again.... So Ali came upto me after and asked if i was ok. Which is fine. Sometimes.i get annoyed when ppl ask but when she does i just find it sweet ? Oh well. OH OH AND SHE CALLED ME BILLIE AAAH She called me Ewan (Ew) and then. Next senetence, like 2 seconds later? Called me.Billie !!! Idk if she was correcting herself orrrr realised noone else was listening so wanted to be nice? Either way YAY. I did slightly panic for like a rlly brief moment when she said it bc i was like "shit theres other ppl here wtf r u doing someones gonna hear" but when i realised they didnt it felt nice :)
Im half tempted to start going in college an extra day a week... to A) get my work done in the library bc i never do it at home And B) so i can see my friends more :) Bc i miss them and wanna see them more. It just depends on work... if she puts me in work like on a week day then im not going in work bc i wanna days rest. If i just work weekend then I'll go in. Maybe.
Alsooooo my tutor said i need to get my grades up this year... Rip. Last years grades were like kinda crap... and i know im so much better than that so i really hope i can get them up :) ATLEAST first semester. Im gonna try not do them all last minute.... and maybe try to ask for help more. Bc i never do bc i dont want to be a bother or i feel awkward asking for help :-/
Oh well.
Oof also.i start my new job tomorrow...
Im not rlly scared yet. Which is odd.
Guanrentee i try to sleep later and cant or like I'll wake up tomorrow and have a panic attack lol.but eh its fine.
Oh yhh also. I love Lady gaga.
Oof and i made an.edit of like.my fave movies and tv shows! Look!
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Also my best friend has cancelled our weekly movie day this week... rip
Which is bad bc it might be the last one i can do for a while bc i SHOULD be working on a sunday. But im luckily not this week.
Oof also i need to look at uni courses. I wanna go uni.. But i dont wanna do business? Which is what i do at college. I wanna do something that like really interests me! That im not gonna get bored of?? And i kinda wanna go to a uni abit further away? So i can be independant and like sorta just be myself abit. Altho staying on and doing a uni course at my current college for a year or two doing business kinda seems to be the logical plan if my grades dont improve alot.
Oh yh also ali apologised for not meeting.up to go shopping with me.over summer... which was nice bc i didn't think she'd mention it.
Oof also i keep meaning to take selfies with my trans flag but like still haven't lmao.
Also, relationship wise..... i got concerns atm. But im.not getting into it.
Oh yh also LGBT+ group was cancelled. I stg imma give up going this group.... its NEVER on!
Also ive been really tired this week with college omg. Ive actually got to sleep on time haha!
I keep getting small headaches tho oof. Thats usually lack of sleep but idk this week lol.
