Lol I'm alive btw I'm fine. Not taking meds this morning just to be safe tbh.
Anyway
Anyone else hate it when someone says
"You've changed" but they aren't sure what it is so can't tell u. Or maybe make up that excuse?.
Bc to me that means I'm still me but somethings different.
And it's a sorta mental health thing I think.
Because if my mental health is whack then I'm off. I'm still me but I'm not quite right?? I'm off and I start stressing over what it is that's different because I can't quite put my finger on it and I wanna get back to being normal.but idk what my normal self even is anymore and idk what exactly to change or what's wrong to fix and it's rlly stressing....
Have I pushed away another person who cares? Is that it? Am I distant?
Or maybe I just naturally have changed and it's okay??? But I doubt it ...
Its all weird
One of my best friends (online) said to me yesterday I have changed but she can't quite tell how and now idk what to do EEK.
Oh well I guess.....
Anyway idk where to take this
Ummm
Bye gays x
