Sooooo after that disastrous lunch time I went in the library again and I did some more work!
Then the I got bored so left for a bit!
I went for a walk. I braved taking off my big jacket and just walking round in the girl jumper :)
With trans wristband out :)
And the sports bra on :)
Go me! Avoided the cute person when I saw them tho bc I panicked and thought shit what if they see I'm trans.
Anyway. Yay me!
Eventually had to go take the bra off bc I got insecure thinking that bit made it obvious....
But I was comfortable enough in the jumper and wristband so we cool :)
I them went back the library. Did more work (wow ! Go me!) And then doodled for abit :)
Thennn I finally saw Lyds!! And other peeps
Ali gave me a hug b4 she left which was sweet. She always asks if I want one now... bc everyone else goes for one and I stand awkward but she full well knows I want a hug XD
Glad she asks tho :)
Then me and lyds got the bus! Yay!
And we had such a laugh omg. She laughs so much at anything and I love it bc it's adorable asf and like she just makes me very happy :)
Then I got sorta brave and decided to briefly mention the Billie thing. (She's one of the two friend who knows btw) so that was sweet. I SHOWED HER THE LITTLE BOOK OF POSITIVITY😊
she thinks it's adorable!!! I then kept reading it and like oof I love you peeps so much x
Then I FINALLY GOT MY NEW PHONE AAAAH !!! YAY !!!!
Woohoo!!!
Anyway yh I love Lydia she's so nice :)
She said we can pick out a girly phone case hehe
I was disappointed the phone isn't as purple as it said it was gonna be. It's more of a 'lavender tint' so like I want a nice but 'girly' phone case :D
Ngl it's low-key tempting to ask Ali and lyds to maybe tell the rest of the group im trans ? Or like maybe me tell them but make sure they know an let me do it when they r there. But then it gets more complicated bc that'd get into a mess of certain ppl not knowing who does and doenst know and not knowing when to say what and it possibly slipping to ppl I don't want knowing do idk..
I like just Lydia and aliyah knowing for know I think :)
Anyway imma sleepy girl
I will sleep soon lols
Bye lol x
