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OK YES MAYBE I SCRATCHED UR NEW KITCHEN WORKTOP A TINY BIT BY ACCIDENT BUT U DONT NEED TO FUCKING SCREAM AT ME FOR IT?? LIKE CALM DOWN. THE SCRATCH IS TINY AND IT WAS A FUCKING ACCIDENT ??? BITCH??? ITS MORE THE FACT I GOT SCREAMED AT YET AGAIN??? U WANNA KNOW WHY IM IN MY ROOM ALL THE TIME!!?? THATS WHY!? BC I GET SCREAMED AT OVER PETTY LITTLE THINGS AND IM TREATED LIKE MY FEELINGS DON'T MATTER BC U KNOW IM AN ANXIOUS INSECURE WRECK YET U STILL TELL ME WT I DO IS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. U STILL SCREAM AT ME. IT HURTS MY FUCKING FEELINGS. IT MAKES ME NERVOUS. IT MAKES ME HATE MYSELF.

IM SORRY I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.  YOU TELL ME IVE GOTTA PROVE I CAN BE TRUSTED BUT THATS SO FUCKING HARD WHEN NOTHINGS EVER GOOD ENOUGH. WHY DO YOU DESERVE MY RESPECT ? WHEN U TREAT ME WITH VERY LITTLE???
UR ON AT ME FOR EVERY LITTLE THING AND NONE OF ITS MY FUCKING FAULT.
YES I SCRATCHED THE FUCKING WORKTOP BUT U DIDNT NEED TO SCREAM AT ME!?? IT SCARES ME?? MAKES ME UPSET! AND REMINDS ME THAT I NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT, IM DUMB AND IM USELESS. SURE I MAY SOUND LIKE IM OVERREACTING RN BUT IM NOT BC IF U HEAR WT SHE SCREAMS AT ME THEN THIS MAKES SENSE.

IM SORRY BUT IM FUCKING SICK OF IT. SUMMER IS GONNA BE HELL 😭

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