Ok so idk what to do about uni
I could stay at my college do uni course
Live at home for another two years
Do the events course
Then go on to a full uni after 2 years
Orrrr
Live away on my own
In a new place
New city
Maybe become more myself ?
Like I'll be in a new place !! NO ONE will know me! I can go out wearing whatever I want ??? Doing what I want????
The main issue with doing away is the cost....
BUT I also am really drawn to the idea of moving away and growing and becoming and being me !!!
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
If I can get a job and save money just before that time I could be okay.... but it's risky
It makes more sense to stay
But for my personal life and me myself I wanna go away....
Ugh it's weird and confusing
Any ideas? Anyone?
Oof
