Shawn Mendes Imagines

Not Always Goodbye

I wiped the tears from under my eyes and looked up at the love of my life, the expression on his face making this even harder for me.

"Please, please don't go. W-we can move into an apartment together, you don't have to go with your parents," Shawn pleaded yet again, gripping onto my hands.

"Shawn, I have to. I can't separate from my parents, I need them," I sighed sadly, watching him clench his eyes shut as if my words lined him.

My parents had decided we needed a fresh start in life, and with that they felt the need to relocate to another country. France, to be exact. As much as it excited me to move, it meant I couldn't be with Shawn.

Even if I had the choice whether I moved with them or not; I still would've. They were my parents and I couldn't bare living so far from them.

"I can move with you," His voice hoarse from the crying. His words caused my heart strings to pull.

"Shawn you can't do that for me," I shook my head. "You have music to write."

He sighed, knowing this was true. He had everything he needed over here. The studio, his team, his parents; everything. I couldn't be the reason for him parting with all of that.

"We can visit each other," I mumbled, holding in my tears.

He nodded sadly, as I watched his tears fall to the ground. "Yeah."

My mum was waiting patiently for me to get into the car, and I sighed. "I have to go now."

He looked back up at me, pure heartbreak in his eyes. "I guess this is goodbye."

I smiled slightly, wrapping my arms around him in a hug. "It's not always a goodbye. We will meet again."

He squeezed me in his arms so tightly, I felt him pull back a little to kiss my damp cheek.

We were in this position for quite a long time, until we finally separated.

"I love you, (Y/N)," He whispered, his bottom lip trembling.

"I love you too, Shawn," I spoke holding his hand, giving it a tight squeeze before letting go. I turned around, walking towards my car with a strangled sob waiting to come out.

He stood there, in the same spot, until he couldn't see the car anymore. He was the light of my world, and I hope someday we will reunite. I know we will.

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This is my goodbye to these imagines :/ (I make everything depressing lmao.)

Hey everyone! This imagine is awful, I'm so sorry. I just wanted to write one last imagine before I edit this as completed.

This is the last imagine I'm going to write :( thank you all so much for reading, & to the ones who have supported me throughout the 2 years I've been writing.

I am planning on writing books, I have two other atm, and I would love for you to check them out.

Bye babes!