Shawn Mendes Imagines

Tours & Fights

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"You're going on tour, again?" I said rather blankly at Shawn, who stood in front of the couch with his hands in his hoodie pockets.

"Yeah," He breathed out, nodding a little. I can't believe this. He's hardly at home anyway, and he's leaving again?

This is getting ridiculous. It's gotten to the point that I can't even see my own boyfriend anymore from him hardly being at home. And one day he comes home, the next day he leaves again.

It's a repeated pattern and I'm getting sick of it. This is the first time I'd seen him all week, and he tells me he's about to leave again.

"How long will you be gone?" I spoke, biting my tongue to stop the urge of exploding.

"Three months," He said quietly, looking down at his shoes as if he was scared to see my reaction.

Oh, he should be scared. Three months? That's a long time, especially for someone who isn't usually home anyway.

I never get to see him anymore and I hate it. I've even cried myself to sleep some nights, knowing he wasn't there to cuddle me to sleep.

"Unbelievable," I mumbled and threw my hands up in the air in annoyance.

"What? I'm sorry I have a busy life," He raised his voice a little, beginning to get frustrated.

Now he knows how I feel.

"Yeah, too busy for me to be in it!" I shouted, and prepared myself for what I had to say next. "You never spend any time with me now, you're always busy with work. It's like you don't even live here anymore! This is the first time I've seen you all week, and you tell me you're about to leave again?"

"I can't help being busy, (Y/N). I can't disappoint my fans. And I do spend time with you!" He yelled back, now with the hands from his pockets in his hair.

"No you don't! When was the last time we did something together, just us two?" I questioned, crossing my arms over my chest.

He tried to open his mouth and speak, but nothing came out. He thought about it and sighed, knowing I was right.

"Exactly. We don't spend anytime together. But I get it, touring is way more important than your girlfriend," My voice cracked at the end, and I turned myself around ready to leave. I was sick of this and I needed to get away.

"(Y/N), wait-" Shawn spoke,but I cut him off.

"No Shawn, you have a tour to go to, remember?" I shook my head and continued to walk into the kitchen.

As soon as I reached the room, my eyes couldn't hold in the tears any longer and they began to stream from my eyes. I sniffled, and covered my mouth to help stop the sobbing.

"Baby, please don't cry," Shawn said softly from behind me, giving me a fright. How long was he standing there for?

I wiped under my eyes, and turned to look at him. I didn't have the strength to reply as I kept my eyes closed, helping to calm myself.

"I'm really sorry, (Y/N). I hadn't realised how
much time I actually spend with working. And I haven't spent any time with you lately. Please don't hate me," He spoke sincerely, taking a step closer to me.

I sighed loudly. "I'm extremely angry at you right now, but I could never hate you,"

He smiled sympathetically, before pulling me into a tight hug. I squished my body against him, enjoying the moment. He hadn't hugged me like this in weeks, so it felt good to be in his arms again.

"I will make it up to you (Y/N), as soon as my tour is over I will be all yours, I promise," He whispered against my hair, and placed a soft kiss on my head.

I nodded in reply and pulled away from the hug, only to grab his face and pull his lips to mine.

He kissed back with as much passion as I was, and I sighed against his lips. This is something I'd also missed; kissing the man I adore with all my heart.

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Hope you liked this! :) idk about the ending though😂