This is so hard for me. Like you don't even understand.
I am so socially awkward that it should be a sin.
I can't act normal when meeting new people.
I can't handle eye contact.
I can't hold a conversation without stuttering 100+ times, or saying something extremely stupid around someone I don't know.
And I frickin can't stop fidgeting.
This isn't just a problem I have with people I meet in person. I HAVE THIS PROBLEM WHEN I'M ONLINE.
Literally, I have an inner battle with myself when someone I'm not familiar with messages me or contacts me in any way. I don't know how to respond, and I always feel like what I say sounds stupid, so I end up re-wording, deleting, and editing what I want to say at least 5 times.
And I get major anxiety when I want to message someone here on wattpad, but I don't want to sound like an idiot.
So, if you and I have a really awkward first conversation... Just keep in mind that I am super awkward.
I don't have a way with words.
Forgive me.
*Hands out cookies for you dealing with my awkward ass*
