What The Fuck?

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Kieran's POV

I watched Katya sitting at the bar drinking alcohol alone. In case you don't know the club which Katya went to is owned by us. Well, Damien... but ok.
So I have cameras in my office in order for me to be able to check on the club.
I then noticed a man approach Katya. He looked like the type of guy who would fuck woman and then leave them.
Katya and the man downed alcohol together.
"What the actually fuck?" I nearly shouted. How could Katya? She had just been with another man mere minutes ago and comes to the bar crying and now she is with another man.
I then watched as the man took her into a room. Anger boiled in me. That room was used for sex.
As far as I'm concerned Katya is a fucking virgin and I don't want her to lose her virginity to some fuckboy.
I raced to the car and sped to the club. I had to stop her. I couldn't let her lose her virginity and then be left helpless and possibly pregnant.

Later...

I threw the door open which Katya and the man had stupidly left unlocked.
Anger boiled in me when I saw the man move back slightly to plunge into my sister.
I then glanced to Katya. She looked scared. As if she was forced into this. She didn't look comfortable.
I grabbed the man away from Katya and punched the living shit out of him.
From the corner of my eye I could see Katya quickly getting dressed.
I kicked the man once again on his face before he became unconscious.
I then grabbed Katya and dragged her to the car. I was so angry that I could kill everyone who came in my way.
I pushed her into the car and sped home breaking the speed limit several times.

Home...

I dragged her inside and went into the living room. I pushed her into the room and watched her stumble back. Katya looked scared.
I glared at Katya. What was wrong with her? She had always been the kind, shy girl ever since she was in school. She never liked to be the centre of attention. She never wore inappropriate clothing such as right now.
"What the fuck?" I shouted at her. Katya jumped in fright.
"I-I'm s-sor..." she began to stutter. Tears were threatening to escape her eyes.
"Why? First you were with a guy, who by the way didn't even like you. Then you got drunk and another guy took you. He nearly fucking made you lose your virginity! Why are you so fucking stupid? Why the fuck would you have sex with a stranger? You didn't even know him! How can you not just keep your legs closed? It's so simple to do. Why didn't you tell the fucker to stop? Did you do anything? No! You fucking lay there clutching the bed sheet moaning and moaning! Not even telling him to stop or leave may I add!  Your such a fucking disappointment!" I nearly shouted. By now the full house could hear me.
I watched Katya sob! Her makeup which was done so beautifully from earlier was now smudged around her eyes and below her eyes making her look like a clown.
"Kieran! You don't fucking understand! Your shouting at me when you don't even know what it feels like! Damien has a fucking wife! You have Shimmer! Yes, she is in a coma and quite likely to die, but you still have her. She is pregnant with your child. Your overall happy. What about me? I have nothing! You and Damien both have everything! I have absolutely nothing! I have no boyfriend! No husband! I have no child! I'm fucking alone! Mom is too busy caught up in you and Damien that she doesn't pay attention to me." She shouted back letting all of her emotions which had been bottling up escape her. She wiped her tears harshly and then continued.
"You have love! I don't. Do you even know what that feels like? No. You don't! You have always had love, right from the moment you were born! But I didn't! You had girlfriends all through your educational years and later. I didn't even have one boyfriend! You have someone you love. I don't! And I can't because no one loves me! I can't even go to a club and enjoy myself, whereas you can go and easily bring a girl home. I can't lose my virginity to a stranger yet you can! Why? What did I do? What did I do in order to deserve this?" I finished before I stormed off to my bedroom. I didn't even bother looking at Kieran. I couldn't care about him now! I know that he is my brother, but sometimes in life you have to let go.
      I hugged myself to sleep that night. I tossed and turned. I didn't sleep well. In fact, I got near to no sleep.

Kieran's POV

Katya then stormed off upstairs. I was blown away. Did she really feel that way? Was she jealous just because I had Shimmer and a child? Because Damien has Maria. Because she has no love.
     Why? Why is she so upset about not having someone who loves her? I mean, me, Damien, mom and dad are all there for her.
     Actually, she is right! We haven't really been...paying attention to her. Moms worried about Shimmer, I'm worried about Shimmer and Damien is in hospital recovering. So I guess it's true. She is alone.
      I ran my fingers through my hair. I should have payed attention to her! I should have respected her opinion.
"Darling don't think too much on Katya's speech." I heard my mom say.
"But..." I began but was cut off my my mom.
"She is angry. Give her space and time. She is having a hard time. But I know my daughter and she will apologise to you. She didn't mean anything." My mom said.
"Mom she seemed pretty sad though." I protested.
"Don't! I said leave. She will understand soon." My mom said and then looked at me before leaving the room.

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