Pregnant By A Stranger (Completed)

Feeling Like Shit

I sighed. I hadn't been myself at all. I was always feeling sad and I had lost interest in stuff.
    Depression! I had depression! Seriously! A mafia fucking boss has depression! I felt hopeless!
     I sighed again and covered my face. The two people who I love the most are both in comas and now I'm in depression!
     I stood up and walked out of my room. I hadn't actually left my room in days! To be honest I probably looked like shit!
"Damien! Honey!" My mom hugged me.
"Mom?" I asked.
"Damien, what's wrong with you? You haven't came out of your room in a week! And, look at you! You look like..." my mom started.
"Shit!" My sister, Katya laughed.
"Katya!" My mom shouted.
"Sorry!" She smiled sadly.
"Kieran... are you ok?" My mom asked me as a tear fell down her cheek.
"I... I'm not ok mom. I s-suffer from... d-depression!" I stuttered out.
"Depression?" She asked me in shock. I gulped and nodded.
"How do you?" Katya asked me in horror." How long have you had depression for?" She continued.
"1 week." I muttered.
"A week! How could you not tell me? What else have you not told me?" Katya shouted in frustration.
       I couldn't stand it! I ran back in my room and smacked the door shut! My back leaned against the door. I slid down the door and sobbed.
     It felt so angry! I always broke down when people shouted at me or when I thought of Shimmer and Damien. I felt so... weak!
     I hated being like this. So I decided that I would finally go and see Shimmer! I wanted to make sure if she was ok.

At the hospital...
I waited patiently in the waiting room for the nurse to give me permission to see Shimmer.
"Sir, you can see her." The nurse finally said. I nodded and sighed as I walked off towards the familiar room.

In Shimmer's room...

I walked in and my heart skipped a beat as I saw Shimmer laying there on the bed. My eyes fell on her stomach as I noticed that it had grown in size.
     I smiled weakly. My baby was fine! I looked at Shimmer and held her hand. I felt sparks burn between us with that little contact.
"I miss you Shimmer!" I said as my voice cracked. I felt tears burning inside of me once again. I was surprised that I even had any tears left seeing as I had been crying so much over the past few days!
"Shimmer, come back to me! Please... I need you! I'm not even joking! I'm depressed now literally!" My voice wavered as I looked at Shimmer.
"Please don't leave me! Your are my life and I need you to be by my side! I need your support to live!" I felt tears run down my eyes.
"It's now been 3 months and 3 weeks since you have been in a coma! I also suffer from depression and I probably look like shit!" I blurted out. I bit my bottom lip in order to stop myself from tearing up anymore.
"I can't stand it! Your not by my side!" I cried.
     I slowly stood up still holding Shimmer's hand. I bent down and kissed her forehead before I slowly wiped my tears off of my cheeks.
     I sighed before waking out and into my car. I started the engine and sped off.
     I waited in the traffic jam. I sort of reminded me of my brain! My brain was in a jam just like this with things to do and think about.
    My thoughts turned over to think about Damien. I saw him lying on his hospital bed. It had been 3 weeks since Damien first went into his coma.
    I was partially relieved seeing as he did show some signs of recovery. But there were very few recovery signs. I still hoped that he would recover though.

Home...
I sighed as I locked my car and slowly walked inside. I was shocked to see Giovanni standing there.
"Giovanni?" I nearly asked.
"Boss!" He quickly turned around.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him as I rubbed my aching forehead.
"I have information for you!" Giovanni said as he ran his hand through his hair.
"Come to my office." I walked up the stairs. Giovanni nodded and followed me.

In Kieran's office...

"What information do you have?" I asked wanting to lie down.
"It's about that letter." Giovanni said. My eyes opened in shock. My heart leaped. The letter! How did Giovanni know about the letter?!
"How do you know about the letter?" I asked.
"I... erm..." he stuttered.
"You sneaked into my office whilst I was in hospital and took it!" I shouted.
"I'm sorry boss! But I needed to know what it was!" He protested. I sighed.
"What information do you have on the letter?" I asked quickly.
"The letter is from..." he started when I put my hand up to stop him from saying her name.
"I know." I said. "I know who it's from and we must stop her! If anything happens to Shimmer then she's dead!" I blurted out.
"You know?" Giovanni asked with his eyebrow up.
"Yes." I nodded.
"Anything else?" I asked.
"She had a plan!" Giovanni quickly said.
"A plan?" I asked curiously. Giovanni nodded.

Unknown POV...
"You did what?" I asked Lucas.
"We killed Damien!" He replied.
"Damien? Who's that?" I asked.
"Kieran's brother." He explained.
"Why did you kill Damien?" I asked.
"If Damien is dead then Kieran will be in grief for him. He won't be able to concentrate on stuff. That will make it easier for us to strike!" Lucas smiled.
"Clever man." I smirked as I thought about what he had said.

Kieran's POV
A plan! What kind of plan? What was she planning? I sat in my office and tried to think of what she would do. I knew that for a fact it would be bad!
"Kieran, come and eat." Katya said.
"Ok." I briefly replied.
I sighed and shook my head. I needed to stop overthinking things.

Downstairs...
I walked into the dining room to see my mom and Katya sitting at a small table.
"Honey! Sit." My mom patted at a seat beside her. I nodded and slowly sat beside her.
"Let's eat together." She smiled  at me. I felt as if she were wearing a mask. She smiled however I could see the true sadness in her eyes.
We were about to start eating when we were I interrupted by someone.
"Darling!" I heard a man voice.
I turned around from where I sat and saw my dad! He had his brown hair and blue eyes. He looked well.
"Marco?" My mom asked as tears of happiness fell down her cheeks. She ran to my dad and kissed him on his lips. I smiled.
My dad was the boss of our mafia. I know I like to call myself the boss but I'm not. My dad had to leave to go to Rio de Janeiro to... sort out some stuff. Also, he wanted to meet one of his friends.
"Dad!" I smiled as he hugged me. I hugged him hard. I missed him so much. I hadn't seen him in at least 4 months.
"Kieran how are you?" He asked me.
"Depressed." I smiled weakly. My dads eyebrow shot up. Luckily my sister Katya hugged my dad which stopped him from asked me further questions.
"Daddy I missed you so much!" She cried.
"Me too, flower." He said into her hair.
"Let's all eat together then." My mom said. Katya and I smiled whilst my dad hugged my mom.
We all sat at the table and as if on cue the food was brought in. There were many dishes which I'm not even going to bother explaining. Basically, there was pasta, rice, lasagna and way more.
For dessert we had my favourite - cookie dough ice cream!

"Thanks babe." My dad smiled at my mom as she picked up his plate. I yawned as I walked to my room.
I shut my door and striped. I then went to my bathroom and stood in the bath. I turned the shower in and the warm water splashed onto me.
I felt my hard dick. I remembered the last time that I made love to Shimmer. It was amazing!
I longed to have her here. To have my penis deep inside of her. To hear her moans. To hear her gasps every time I plunge into her. To hear the bed shake at my speed.
I showered all the time thinking of Shimmer. I then dried myself before I walked out with the towel around my waist.

FLASHBACK

"Are you done checking me out?" She said hands on her hip.
"Erm... yeah!" I said sheepishly.
"Turn around!" She said.
"Come on! I've already seen that sexy body of your naked anyways!" I moaned.
"Hurry up!" She whined.
Just as I was about to turn around her towel fell from her body! I stopped and stared at her. I walked over to her as she was about to pick up the towel.
"Don't hide yourself from me!" I whispered into her ear.
"Or else!" She said.
"You get a punishment!" I said.
"What is the punishment?" She asked me with her hands on her hip. She looked down and realised that she was still naked and covered up her boobs.
"That's a times two punishment" I said excited to punish her.
"Just get it over with!" She said as she looked at me.
"Enjoy!" I said.

END OF FLASHBACK

I didn't realise that I was crying until I let my breath go. I missed Shimmer so badly. I wanted her to be with me. If I could I would give her my life. I would give my everything just to be with Shimmer!