Shimmer has everything! A boyfriend, a job and parents! But one day, everything changes when she loses her boyfriend! He was her everything and now Shimmer has nowhere to live! To help her a bit Shimmer's friend takes her to a club! Little does Shim...
Katya'a POV I walked into Kieran's room to check up on him. For some reason he had been hallucinating recently. When I walked in the room I saw Kieran laying in his bed. He suddenly turned around and looked at me. Then tears slid down his cheeks. "Shimmer!" He said happily. "Shimmer, I missed you!" He cried. What? Oh god please don't tell me that Kieran is hallucinating again. "Oh my god I got kidnapped by Amelia and then she drugged me and tried to rape..." He trailed off when I pressed my finger on his lips. I didn't want him to remind me of what happened. His tears ran faster. Suddenly, Kieran kissed me hard on my lips.My heart was pounding. "K-Kieran!" I shouted in between in kisses. I knew that it was wrong however his kisses just felt so good. But he was my brother. It doesn't exactly sound right if I kiss my brother. His brows furrowed as he looked at me. "Shit!" He shouted in shock. He quickly stopped exploring my mouth with his tongue and moved away from me. "What? Where is Shimmer?" He asked me. I'm sure I looked upset. "In the hospital." I replied. "B-but I saw her here just the now! She was talking to me and I was kissing her!" Kieran said shocked. He sighed. "Kieran. Your hallucinating! Shimmer isn't here!" I yelled as I stomped out of his room. I fell on my bed and cried and cried. Was I overreacting? Then my world crashed as I realised what was happening. I needed love! I have always wanted to be loved. To be held in Mr Perfect's arms. To have him kissing my lips. To have him hug me and tell me that I'm perfect. To have him take my virgi... I shook my head. I'm in a dream world to think that somebody would love me. That somebody would hold me. That someone would take my virgi... "Katya!" I heard my moms sweet voice. My lips trembled as she hugged me. "Mom." I whispered. "Katya, darling what's wrong? My princess shouldn't be crying." My mom stroked my hair. "K-Kieran! He keeps hallucinating and thinking that I'm Shimmer. He just kissed me the now as well thinking that I was Shimmer." I sobbed into my moms arms. She was the only person who I trusted. "Darling. Sometimes when someone you love goes away from you, you do very stupid things or very weird things. This is one of those moments for Kieran. He is lonely not to forget still in depression. He misses Shimmer deeply and he sees her in you. That probably why he had kissed you. He has seen Shimmer in you." My mom said as she looked into my eyes. My lips trembled and I sobbed into her as my mom spoke. "I miss her!" I said all of a sudden. "She is my best friend and I don't want to lose her. Even if I am jealous that she has Kieran as her boyfriend I still love her." I said. "Do you love Kieran?" My mom asked me in shock. "Yes...no...maybe." I stuttered. "Darling, you can love whoever you want. But... Kieran? He is your brother. I mean I know that he is very good looking like his dad but... he is your brother. Don't worry Katya. Soon you will find your love. Soon." My mom said with a weak smiled before she squeezed my hand with reassurance. She then stood up and left. I sighed. Moms right. Kieran is sexy. But, he is my brother. This is wrong. I may have to even avoid him. I mean I don't want him to kiss me again. Not that his kisses aren't great. But because he is my brother. I don't want to ruin our relationship by him hallucinating me to be Shimmer and then what... taking my virginity away from me. "Katya." I heard Kieran say. I looked up and sure enough Kieran was standing at the door. I gulped as he walked towards me. "What do you want?" I asked wanting to leave the room. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to kiss you. I'm sorry but I thought that you were... Shimmer. I'm really sorry." He apologised to me. "Kieran, its fine! Don't worry about it." I smiled weakly at him. He was hesitant but then slowly walked out of the room. I need fresh air, I thought. I then decided that I would change my clothes and go for a run. It would take my mind off of things and keep me healthy. I hadn't been on my runs for months now and I was starting to gain weight. I changed into my favourite black sports bra, see though crop top, leggings and my favourite nick trainers.
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I then jogged downstairs and out. I sighed and plugged my earphones into my phone and then put the earphone in my ear. I played my favourite song and started jogging.
Yes, I run in the garden. It's too risky being outside of the safe house seeing as we got attacked two times. Also, the garden is big enough anyway. I then went from jogging to running. I ran around the perimeter of the garden whilst listening to great music. Once I had finished I was sweating and panting. My heart was pumping fast enough to knock someone out. I ran back inside the house and bumped into someone. "Sorry!" I nearly shouted as I stumbled back. "Sorry." The other person said. My brow scrunched up. I didn't recognise the person who was talking. I looked up to see a very pale Maria. "Maria." I whispered in pure shock. She was the worst she had looked in months. Her hair was messy, she had dark sagging bags under her eyes and she kind of looked like a zombie if I'm being honest. "What happened to you?" I asked her as I sat her down. Suddenly she broke down in tears. I hugged her in sympathy. "Damien. What if he never comes back? What if he leaves me? What if..." she trailed off as I squeezed her hand slightly. "He will be ok. Trust me, he is my brother and he will recover. Damien doesn't go down without a fight and I can see already that he is winning the battle." I smiled weakly at Maria. She smiled too however I could see the sadness in her eyes. "Why don't we go and see him the now?" I asked. "But..." she started. "No buts. Move your ass. I'm going to shower and I suggest you do the same." I pulled Maria up from the sofa and dragged her upstairs with me. "Katya... stop." Maria shouted. "No, come on!" I laughed. She burst out laughing as well. "Ok ok!" She sighed in defeat as she trudged toward her and Damien's room. I stripped and entered the bath. I wanted to take a quickly shower and then go to see Damien. I soon finished my shower and got out. I looked at myself in the mirror. Would someone actually love me? I looked at my naked body. I wasn't fat, or ugly. If I'm being honest I'm actually quite good looking. Finally I was dressed and ready to go. As I walked downstairs I saw a sexy Maria. I smiled to her and she smiled back. "Let's go!" She said as I walked past her. I nodded and grabbed the car keys. We quickly got into the car and I drove to the hospital.
