Childhood Friendship (Glee & Finn Hudson Fanfiction)

Chapter 18

My weekend with my old friends been so good. We went to cinema and watched movie. But we watched horror movie and I cant leave my hand of from Finn's.

And I've been thinking about the things he said. He want to show the love to me and until now I'm still cant see it but I'm sure he will show it to me.

Then about the things he told me. Yeah, I've been thinking about what he said. I shouldnt let Finn kissed me when the fact I'm dating Sam. But I cant get through that. The way Finn kissed me is always different and I always love that.

Now I'm standing next to Sam's locker and looking at Finn who walk in the hallways and playing with his football ball amd laughing with the jocks. Meanwhile Sam is busy with his locker stuff.

Even when I'm with Sam, I cant stop thinking about Finn. I cant get him out of my mind. Is it what some people called love?

Emily:
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best?
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay... stay.

"Hey come on." Sam shows his hand to me.

"I'm forget that I have to meet the directors for the callbacks. See you!" I wave Sam's goodbye and run away.

I just dont know what to do. I guess that I should end up my relationship with Sam. I dont know what I feel. I'm lost. I dont have anyone to talk. I want to talk with Rachel about this but she is Finn's ex-girlfriend and I dont wanna hurt her. I usually tell Finn everything but now I cant tell this thing to him.

I walk in the hallways and enter Ms. Pillsburry office for the callback but coach Beiste and Artie isnt coming yet.

"Hey you came faster, Madison." Ms. Pillsburry smiles at me.

"Can I get a concelor first? I need someone to talk like really and I cant tell this to Finn." I sigh.

"Well, let's have a seat." Ms. Pillsbury says and points to the sit in front of her table. "And tell me your problem."