Petrified of the outcome
What will become of our love?
Thoughts tearing me apart
And it's all I can think of.
Where do we go
From the point we are at now?
I am not equipped for this pain
To handle it I know not how.
All was well
Then fate touched our path.
I never thought we would end
Always assumed we would last.
Now though
My outlook has changed.
Darkened, becoming more gloomy
Discolored with pain.
Hoping for the best
But no blue sky's can I see.
Hoping, wishing and praying
That he would still love just me.
Petrified of an outcome
What will become of our love.
Thoughts tearing me apart
And it is all I can think of.
During this relationship he would tell Nichole that she was ugly, fat, stupid and lucky she had him because no other man would want her. Nichole already had a fragile image of herself and this really messed with her head. She was definitely NOT ugly, fat or stupid. He even had to approve of what she wore. If you are wondering if I knew this while it was going on, I did not. I found out all these things after she finally let him go.
Every person, man or woman deserves to be treated with respect. If your feelings are being manipulated and you are being made to feel inadequate, take a look in the mirror. That person you see is special, there is only one you and you are unique and worthy of love and respect. Please reach out for help if you find yourself in a situation like this. If you like Nichole's poetry please vote.
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Words a Mother Never Heard (Wattys2016)
PoetryA young woman who was always the life of the party, quick to tell a joke, always smiling and happy, tragically dies at age 23. What her mother found after her death reflected a much different young woman, her poetry. Her words showed a young woman c...
