In The End

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~Maryjane~

"YOU SLUT! IM NOT DONE WITH YOU!"
David, my boyfriend, yelled as he grabbed my hair and pinned me to the floor. He kept punching me, causing blood to spill everywhere.

I honestly dont know why im still with him. I mean he was always so sweet and caring in the beginning but he suddenly changed. He would bring whores into our home and beat the crap out of me.

I've tried to leave but i always end up running back to him. He is all i have left. My parents disowned me when i was 15 because i was 'worthless'.I was glad because that meant i wouldn't get beat everyday anymore.

Wrong.

I started dating David when i was 15 and he was 16. I thought i got away and that nobody would ever beat me. After four years of dating, we moved into our own apartment and thats when things changed.
Every day he would come home drunk and pissed. Thats when he took it out on me. I thought he would only do it once but he started doing it everyday.

The only other person i can turn to is Ricky. He's my only best friend and hes been there for me since i was 13. He has tried convincing me to leave David and to go with him but thats hard because he doesnt live here in San Diego and he's constantly traveling.

I never listen to him and this is why im here, getting the crap beaten out of me.

Anyways, i currently live in a house that is filthy, bottles of empty beer are everywhere. I swear i just want to end it all. All i have to to is cut deep enough and it will all end. It isnt hard but i never have time to do it knowing that David never leaves me alone for one minute.

I always think of ways to end it but i never can. I know i could just slice my wrist but i dont know.

In the end, nothing will get better.

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Hey! Well this is my first fanfiction and uh well i dont know how i did. Oh and what do you guys think? Should i do another fanfic? And if so , who?
Byeee turtlesss ♡
-Mj (Chelsea)

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