Crushing

10

A few days later:

Raven pov: I had just pulled up in the drive way and got out the car. I was so tired from everything that's been going on, plus going to work and school. I got to the steps and froze because I could still some what see the stain from all his blood. Man I feel so empty coming home and he's not here. I went up the steps and into the house. I took a shower and changed and sat on the couch. Santana texted me saying he was gone bring me some food, so I was waiting on him. He's the only person besides Gianna that I've been talking too. I still can't believe Brooklyn was in on my brother's murder. She's a sick bitch, killed your child's father for what? I hope she fucking rots for what she did to my brother.

(Santana rings the doorbell)

Raven; goes and opens the door) hi

Santana: following her in the house) Wassup beautiful ( sits the food down and the pulls her into a tight hug) how you holding up?

Raven: sighs) I really don't know, I went upstairs last night and slept in his room. It's like I kept hearing his voice say I'm okay now. It's so empty not hearing him come down the stairs or seeing his car in the driveway. I miss him so much.

Santana: I know,it's gone take a minute and it's real hard as hell to get over. But you know you got me and I'm here whenever you feel you need me.

Raven; can you stay ? I don't wanna be alone

Santana: nods) yeah I got you

Raven: we sat and ate our food then went and got in my bed. I laid on his chest and I felt so safe. He slowly rubbed my back and that soothed me. Since the whole incident happened I'm constantly tired. Like I literally don't sleep unless Gianna or Santana here wit me. Soon enough I was knocked out.

Later the night:

Raven:(drunk ) thank you Tana for being here for me. I appreciate it so much

Santana: you're welcome, I'm here whenever you need me( taking the liquor from here) you don't need this though

Raven: can you believe they killed my brother ? (Slurring her words) his own baby mama and bestfriend killed him, for what ? (Starts yelling ) WHAT THE FUCK DID MY BROTHER DO TO THEM HMM?

Santana pov: Raven was hurting bad but I tried to be her peace. I didn't want her to fall into depression.

Santana: shhh, come on let's go lay down Ray, you're tired you need sleep(grabbing her hand)

Raven: (snatched away from him) they killed my brother ! I had to clean his blood off our porch (breaks down crying) I wanted him to wake up , he wouldn't wake up !( starts knocking stuff off the table )

Santana:(grabs her and pulls her into a tight hug) stop Raven, I know it hurts but you don't need to take it out like this.

Raven: crying) what imma do without my brother Tana!? What imma tell his daughter ?

Santana pov; Raven kept crying and I needed her to go to sleep. She was drunk and she haven't been sleeping. I picked her up and carried her into the room and laid down wit her. About 5 minutes later she was knocked out. Damn it hurt seeing her like this.