CHAPTER 46

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Its been a little over a month.

Its now middle of November. Its getting a little colder out but nothing compared to London.

Alot has happened in the past month.

Aria found out she's having a boy which was really really exciting.

We got a new receptionist at work. He's nice. Very work focused. His names Oliver.

The case of my parents alleged murder has started in London. We hired the best lawyer and so far, we have a strong case given lack of evidence of a business failure and call records from my uncles phone to a truck driver.

It has been stressful, i have been fully involved, with so much help from uncle Marty i could never thank him enough or repay him.

The stress has been taking its toll on me, im more snappy nowadays, more on edge. I get moody alot too.

Chris and I have been in a weird position. Not a bad weird but our relationship is still stuck where we were a month ago. We talk at the office. He'll occasionally kiss my head, ill kiss his cheek but we still havent talked about what we wanna do.

We didnt have sex after that one time. Im afraid i cant say the same about kissing. We have moments when we're alone, which end in intense make out sessions.

He gets jealous and tells me to maintain a distance from men still and i dont mind it as much anymore. I find it cute now. He still goes ballistic when someone flirts with me but now instead of being confused i feel like im being taken care of.

We act as if nothing happened after we're intimate though. Its really confusing but i dont wanna have the talk right now. Its like we're in an unspoken relationship, just no sex.

I mean, the kisses are nice, really comforting but i dont wanna be in love with him while he's not.

Whoa.

In love? That's a bit drastic.

Anyway i might have to soon leave for a few days to go to London. I plan on telling Chris before hand so he doesn't throw a tantrum. I also think its time i told him about the case.

Im also going to talk to him about us. I think if i do now, and then we have some time apart, that'll be good for us.

Right now im getting dressed for work and ive decided on a cute burnt pumpkin coloured skirt and jacket/coat set, and i wear a basic white top inside.

I feel rather bloated most days so Ive been wearing alot of jackets. Yet i cannot stop eating. I dont know im in a funk.

I pair it with my white Louboutin heels and white prada bag

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I pair it with my white Louboutin heels and white prada bag.

I pair it with my white Louboutin heels and white prada bag

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