Help Me (Yoongi X Reader)

Chapter 66

Over the next couple of days, Yoongi and Y/N slipped back into their routine.   The first two days after their talk, Yoongi decided to stay home.  Although he loved his studio, he was afraid to return, afraid to see Oliver.  However, Y/N convinced him to give it another shot, knowing that Oliver had Yoongi's best interests at heart.  Yoongi knew she was right and agreed to return to the studio.

The night before Yoongi returned to work, he laid beside Y/N in bed, his mind racing with thoughts of their relationship.  Even though things seemed to be fine, there was still something missing and Yoongi was afraid it was the one thing they weren't going to get back.  He was lying on his back, his tail clasped between his hands when he felt a soft touch on his shoulder.  He turned to see Y/N's eyes on him.

Y/N could immediately tell something was bothering the quiet cat.  "What's the matter my kitty?"  She could sense by the hesitation on his face that he was nervous to talk to her about what he was thinking.  "It's okay kitty.  You can tell me anything."

Yoongi turned on his side and wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling her close.  "I... I just miss you."  His words were soft and full of an anxiousness that he hadn't felt in a while. 

Her eyebrows furrowing in confusion, Y/N studied Yoongi's face, not sure what he was trying to tell her, what was really on his mind.  "What do you mean?  I'm right here."

Closing his eyes, Yoongi sighed.  "I know you're here, but... but that's not what... what I mean."  He tentatively reached forward and touched her cheek then tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear.  "I miss... miss what we had before this all happened.  I miss kissing you and... and touching you."

A soft smile crossed Y/N's lips at his words.  She knew exactly what Yoongi was referring to.  Before the incident with Joy, the relationship between Y/N and Yoongi had been very physical, very intimate, but she had held herself back over the last few days, not sure how comfortable he was with the relationship, how ready he was to bring back the intimacy.  However, from the look on his face, she could see that was what he wanted.  Leaning forward, she pressed her lips to his, keeping the kiss soft and gentle at first, not wanting to push him too far, too quickly.

Yoongi, however, had other plans in mind.  Tightening his arms around her waist, he tugged her close to his body, the quick movement making her gasp.  When her lips parted, he slipped his tongue in her mouth, deepening the kiss.  When she moaned into his mouth, he couldn't stop the slight smirk that spread across his lips.  These were the reactions he loved the most.  When she held on tightly to him as though she were drowning.  When she kissed him as though he were the one providing her oxygen.  When he touched her and she fell apart in his arms.  That was what he missed so much.

Y/N ran her hands through Yoongi's hair, the soft strands slipping through her fingers then tugged gently, pulling him deeper into the kiss.  The soft groan that passed through his lips sent a rush of arousal racing over her, something that was so uncontrollable, so desperate.  Pulling back, she tugged Yoongi's shirt over his head then pressed her lips to his bare chest, loving the way he tightened his hands on her waist, a simple indication that it felt good.

Knowing it wasn't enough, Yoongi moved back and pulled Y/N's shirt over her head then pulled her back in, wanting, needing to feel her skin against his.  He touched her gently, rolling a nipple between his fingers, using her moans and soft sounds to judge just how far he could go.  When she didn't resist, he slid his hand down her body and underneath the soft shorts she was wearing.  His fingers encountered her entrance and he grinned when he felt how wet she already was.  He touched her gently, circling her clit before slipping a finger into her, quickly followed by a second.  "I'm... I'm sorry.  I want to take my time with you, but... but I need you."