july 2014
kenzie louise
"why don't we go to the beach" ross lifted his head and looked up at me
i shrugged as i leant into his chest a little more
"fine, i'll just do this"
he stood up and scooped me up into his arms, i laughed as he ran over to the gate and opened it as he ran down the stairs
"ross!" i laughed
he laughed as we hit the sand, he threw me over his shoulder as i hugged his back, he ran to the shore before placing me down
"your so annoying" i giggled as i hit his chest
"you love it" he shook his head with a laugh
"sit" ross said as he sat down
i followed him as he held his legs in between his arms, i layed next to him and put my head on his shoulder
"i wish it was always like this" he whispered
"me too" i mumbled
he kissed my temple before looking back up at the small waves
a few minutes went past, me and ross were talking about everything; tour mostly
"i really am going to miss you" i said as i pouted
"i know you will" he laughed
i rolled my eyes with a smile before looking up at him
he smiled at me before he sat crossed legged in front of me, my hands in his
"that's why i have to do this" he smiled before standing up
he took my hand in his still as he pulled me up with him
i jumped up and put my spare hand in his
"kenzie, i've been wanting to do this since i met you, i've been wanting to be open and honest as much as i can, i really do like you...and you know how much i want to be with you, so..."
he looked up at me and into my eyes
"kenzie...will you be my girlfriend?" he said as a smile grew on his face
"i-i i want too" i smiled weakly
"but what if...what if you meet someone else on tour ross? i don't want you to feel controlled" i furrowed my eyebrows
"what are you saying?" his smile faded
"i'm saying...yes, but...no" i realised my hands out of his
"no kenzie, please" he tried taking my hands again, but i refused
"i'm sorry" i felt my eyes starting to water as i ran over to the stairs
"kenzie!" ross shouted as i ran up the stairs
i went through the gate and into the front room, everyone was talking still, no one even realised i had walked in
i ignored them and ran to my room, shutting and locking the door behind me
then i sat on the bed.
and cried.
~
ross lynch
i let a small tear fall from my cheek as i watched her run up the steps
i wasn't going to let this happen.
i ran up to the house and pushed the door open and hard as i could, catching everyone's attention
"sorry" i mumbled as i went to go walk away
