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july 2014
kenzie louise

a few hours later and the room was filled with chatter and laughter whilst the music was blasting in my ears, the downstairs was covered in strobe lights and lasers whilst the walls had banners surrounding them, everyone that either knew r5 or megan or any of my sibling where literally here, it was so cramped

i laughed at the boys dance moves as i take a sip from my cup filled of coke, i didnt drink a lot but this coke tasted funny, like vodka i guess, i tried it once before when i was younger, regret it still.

i head over to the kitchen to refill my drink as i look to my right to see rocky and megan making out on my kitchen counter

how nice.

i roll my eyes and continued to pour my drink when i feel an arm go around my waist, assuming it's ross i lean my head into his neck a little and place the bottle down to turn and face ross

"ross?" as i turned around this guy was no where near ross

he had dark hair and a strong jawline, i mean ross' jawline was better but still

i pull his arms off me but he placed them back, i slide out from under his arms taking my drink with me and run to the front room to find ross sat on the couch surrounded by girls

damn.

i feel my eyes water slightly as i spot riker with elliot on the dance floor still, i run over to them ignoring the flashing lights and music and focus on my breathing and before i knew it i was in rikers arms as he held my head into his chest

"what's up?" he furrows his eyebrows

i turn towards ross and then back to riker, he shakes his head

"ignore that, please, it's your party, he's not doing anything funny with them, there just talking"

i shake the tears away and take a huge sip from my drink that suddenly made me feel like i was on another level of drunk

i stumble my way to rydel who's dancing away, i try to get her attention but the music is just way to loud for talking so i decide to join in and dance my emotions away

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a few minutes go past and my drink was out again, i throw my cup into the sink and join rydel again, i shake my hips to the music as i feel someone's arms around my waist swaying with me

i turn around to see ross with a smirk on his face

"what are you doing?" i turn to face him

"dancing with you" he leans his head into my head forcing my hips to dance with his

"weren't you busy with the other girls?" i refuse to dance

"what?" he shot up from my neck and stared into my eyes with his eyebrows raised

"you were sat with loads of them" i turn my head away from him so he cant see the fact my eyes are watering

"what? them?" he sounds shocked

i nod slowly

"those girls, are old friends, they tried coming onto me-

they what?

"they what?" i shout facing him again

"that's why i came over to you, i only wanted to catch up with them, then one tried getting on my lap and that's when i came over here" he shook his head multiple times

i turn my head away from him again

i don't reply due to the fact i'm in shock still until ross grabs my face gently with one of his hands forcing me to face him

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