august 2014
kenzie louise
sad chapter:(
when i woke up the next morning i looked over at ross to see his hair a mess, i was colder than usual but i ignored it
i cuddled into ross' chest as he was still asleep and felt my eyes getting watery, i really didn't want them to leave
i sniffled making ross wake up
"baby? kenzie?" he said starting to worrying
i looked up at him to see his eyes closed, i kissed his bare chest letting him know i'm ok
he just held me as close as he could
"good morning" he said in a croaky voice
"hey" i whispered
he looked down at me as i looked up, he had a huge smile on his face
"so...are we going to talk about last night" he asked
i hit his chest as i shrugged
"what!" he asked
"shh" i said in embarrassment
i hid my face more in his chest as he put one hand on the back of my head; stroking it slightly
"i'm gonna miss this" ross said breaking the silence
"me too-
i got cut off by someone banging on ross' door
"need to leave in less than an hour!" mark shouted
"okay!" ross shouted
he held me tighter as he brought my leg up to his chest
i felt bad for ryland, i mean him and maddie were cute and wanting to sleep together but i do feel like i kicked him out his room with ross
"you need to get up" i said patting his chest
"i don't want too" he moaned hiding his face now in my neck
"i don't want too either, but i need to make sure you have everything, i don't want you forgetting a load of stuff like you did when we went to the beach house" i laughed
he laughed into my neck making it vibrate, i kissed his jawline and cheek then down to his neck before he grabbed my legs; pulling them over him
i straddled him as he sat up slightly as grabbed my cheek bringing me into a kiss
"i love you" ross mumbled against my lips
i didn't reply, i didn't know how, i guessed i loved him too, but if he's leaving for eight months i don't want to say it back until i know we are safe
i just kissed him again, harder and with more passion before jumping off him and out of bed
"come on bubba" i said extending my hand
he took my hand and got up, he wrapped his arm around my shoulder as i hugged his chest; we walked into the bathroom
ross jumped in the shower as i did my normal routine; washed my face, brushed my hair
i put my hair up into a low ponytail and pulled some hair out at the front before applying a tiny amount of makeup; knowing i would cry half of it off
i changed into some creamy coloured joggers with a white top before slipping some white nike socks on
when i had finished ross jumped out the shower
he wrapped a towel around his waist after drying his hair with the towel, he came over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist; hiding his face in my neck
