june 2014
kenzie louise
tw : anxiety attack
as soon as choir was over i ran to the girl bathroom and changed my leggings into some tight black joggers that ross had given me, suprisingly they fit perfectly
"that's better" i mumble to myself as i opened my stall
there were a bunch of girls surrounding one girl in the middle of them all
"what are you doing?" i shout as i walk out
"what's it to you?" one of the girls says walking closer to me
i look over and see one of the 'nerds' being picked on by the 'bullys'
"let her go?" i say pathetically
"what you gonna do?" one of them shouts
"i'll get the deputy?" i said with an annoyed tone
"you do that...and see what happens" the same girl says getting closer and closer to my face
"ok i will" i say confidently as i walk out the bathrooms
surprisingly i see ryland
"hey kenzie, what's up?" he said going to give me a fist bump
"have you seen the deputy?" i ask in a rush but fist bumping him back
"oh i don't think so-
he gets cut off with three of the girls that were picking on the girl walking out the bathroom laughing
they come over to and push me up against the wall
they shout some hurtful stuff at me
"ryland get ross or anyone" i shout quickly
they grabbed my bag emptying everything that was in it
"stop" i shout struggling to escape
one of the girls goes to grab my neck
"kenzie!"
i shut my eyes as i see ross and ryland running up to me with a few of their friends following
at this point i was struggling to breath, i don't know if it was the fact the bitch was half strangling me or if it was my anxiety attacks coming back
"ryland? ross?" i say faintly
"get off her!" i hear ross shout
they let go of my neck but push me against the wall one more time before running off laughing
"hurt her again and see what happens!!" ross shouts as he stops himself from running over to them
i grab my neck slowly trying to steady my breathing
"are you okay?" ross says pulling me quickly into a hug
damn. his chest was so warm
he burries his head into my neck and grabs my waist, i lift my arms over his shoulders and hug him close
"i think i'm in a panick attack" i say in between breathes
"your okay, sit" ryland tells me holding my shoulder pushing me down onto the floor
"hey guys, sorry, i'll meet up with you, but i think she needs space" i hear ross say to the crowd that had formed around me
ross and ryland knell down next to me
my legs are up tight against my chest and my heads back against the wall
"breath" i hear ross say
