19th december
ross lynch
her hands trailed up my body as i kept my grip on her hips as she straddled me, her lips molded perfectly with mine
she tugs at the end of my shirt before i lean up as she strips it off my body completely, moving to her waistband i pull her leggings slowly off and under her ass before she sits up slightly so i can pull them lightly under her knees
her tongue dancing with mine in each others mouth, i missed her so much, and this feeling
she was sweating slightly, same with me, her hair hanging from her shoulder from where i pushed it off, her bra now completely off and somewhere around the room as she sat in just her underwear ontop of me
she really was an angel.
she tugs at the top of my joggers and before i could even blink they were off and on the floor along with her pants.
she runs her hand over my area and i fall weak, my hands make their way up to her face as i kiss her with more and more passion everytime
i sit up lightly with her still in my lap, her hands sit on my shoulders, she pulls away and i start trailing the kisses down her down and on her chest, her head leaning back so i can take more of her in
i stop for a second to catch my breath, looking at her glossy eyes put me into a state of panic, arching my brows whilst panting she shakes her head with a weak smile
"okay?" i ask out of breath
she nods eagerly, like she needs more of me, and i need more of her.
i nod with her as she goes to kiss me again but i stop her by leaning back to avoid the kiss
something took over me and i had such a desire for her, i needed her, i wanted her...all of her.
grabbing her wrists from my shoulders i hold them together, she keeps her eyes on her hands as i'm gentle with where i touch
"don't speak unless you want me to stop or your in pain ok?" i tell her
she nods.
"use your words" i rasp
"o-okay" she manages to speak out
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kenzie louise
last night was something i never thought i would experience - in that way.
laying awake with ross nested next to me, buried in my chest as he lays on his side, i keep my grip on him as he sleeps peacefully into my chest
thoughts are surrounding my head and i'm lost on what or how to feel.
i was saying goodbye to my mum today.
as hard as that sounds i think i was ready, she taught me so much growing up and i'm so thankful for her, but i think it's her time to rest now - even if i wasn't finished with her dealing with me yet.
