{ naja }
"So ... you pregnant forreal?" Kentrell asked, as we sat in his car.
"I wouldn't lie bout that," I said. He sounded dumb asking that.
"Well it ain't like it ain't happen before."
"So, what you tryna say? You don't believe me?" I asked.
I ain't like Bre. I would NEVER lie bout sum this serious.
"I wanna see a test say positive for myself. I ain't goin out sad again," He replied, nonchalant.
"I'm not Bre-"
"Either you gon take the test, or you gon take the test," He interrupted me.
"You gon wanna DNA test next?" I said, shaking my head. He highkey got me HOT right now, cause fuck would I lie for?
"You said it, not me."
"Kentrell, I ain't let no other nigga touch me," I bluntly replied, cause he really pissin me off.
"Ion know, Isaac felt comfortable enough to ask you to prom. That ain't just gon stem from nun."
I just took a really deep breath, before calmly exiting the car, and starting to walk home. If I stayed in that environment, I would've ended up hitting that boy.
Isaac took my virginity, yeah, but he NEVER touched me again after that. I don't have the answers to him asking me to prom, but I just know I ain't give off no type of vibes like that on my end.
He only ever seen me that one time, and Kentrell got smart with him, so how did that make him want to ask me to prom? There's nun this coulda stemmed from.
I sighed, cause he ain't even stop me from leaving.
If he really don't care then I guess I'll take all this shit on by myself.
Fuck him. If this what it gotta be, then oh well. I got pushed to this point.
{ kentrell }
Part of me wanted to stop Naja from leaving, but I didn't, cause if she's pregnant with my kid why would she walk away from me that easily? No matter what I said, I wouldn't expect that from somebody who claim to be my babymama.
I don't trust shit or anybody, cause people steady showing me why I shouldn't.
My phone went off, which brought my mind off all that shit.
Kaylyn
What happened ?
Me
Nun
Kaylyn
A big ass fight ain't nun. Tell meeeee
If it's one thing I regret, it gotta be letting my pain make the decision to fuck this girl, and keep her around.
Ion want nun with nobody, cause all hoes do is bring negativity in my life, and I just needa be alone.
I locked my phone, and sighed. I got some shit for the studio right now.
...
"Turn me up," I said, as I hit the blunt.
This studio session was turnt as a bitch. All my niggas here, and no type of bad energy.
"Play that back," KD said.
"Lemme see what he workin with," DDawg started, "So far you 1 for 1 wit dat No Love."
"Listen, I been tryna get this boy to rap for so long. At one point he did, but he stopped. Now he's back, and you gon see why I wanted him to do this shit so bad," Montana explained.
This the first time we all been together in a lil minute.
"Smokin' cigars fatter than a Swisher sweet
Caught him on a corner, nigga thought he had me beat
I'm on location, I'ma die right in the streets
Shooters trailin' on my rear wit' a Glock up on the seat
He want it wit me, shit what up, nigga smoke sum
Talkin' like he 'bout it, you ain't never Baby Joe'd sum
I talk that talk, I walk that walk, You know I tote sum
Bitch, I'm out that 8, I said it straight I'm tryna blow sum."
They went crazy. Especially Joe stupid ass, cause I mentioned him.
"That shit's hard as a bitch," Three exclaimed, wincing when he moved his arm too hard.
That big ass cast fuckin this nigga up.
"Real shit. You finna make it," DDawg said.
"You official," Boomer added.
"I appreciate y'all for believing in me."
"I love you bro. You got my support always," Joe said, and they agreed with him.
I can never see these niggas changing on me, cause we been through so much together. I swear all we ever had was us, so when I get big, they definitely coming with me.
We wrapped the late night session up, and the only person I ended up having to drive home was Ben.
"So, what happened when you was in the office? How the fuck we get away with that?" He asked.
"The principal's daughter's a fan of me, so he wants me to perform at her 17th birthday party this weekend-"
"Oh shit, you performing for the first time? Please tell me we can come. It ain't gon be complete without yo niggas there!" He exclaimed.
"Yeah, it's part of the deal. He throws all this shit under the bus PLUS I get paid. This don't get outside our group, though. He don't want nobody knowing since he letting me slide after breaking that niggas nose."
"Who's?"
"The guy who's hair Naja pulled cause he was tryna sneak me-" I stopped when I realized that maybe I ain't want him to know all that.
"That's why she pulled his shit? Damn, you fuckin around with somebody else, and she STILL got your back," Ben said.
"Yeah, she do ..." I trailed off.
"What's up?" He asked.
"Nun."
"I talk to you bout shit, cause you my nigga, and I know I can trust you. It's what yo closest friends are for."
He was right, but this right here just got me feeling all fucked up.
I'm high as a bitch, and my thoughts take over me when I smoke.
"Naja told me she's pregnant," I blurted out.
"What-" He stopped, not knowing what to say.
"I let myself treat her like shit, and then she walked away from me. If she's carrying my seed then why would she do that?"
"Listen, ima be completely honest with you. When Naja fucks with you, she puts herself in whatever position to make sure you good. Like today. She's pregnant, and coulda harmed the baby, but she wasn't thinkin bout that, she was thinkin bout you. Makin sure you don't get hit from behind was all she cared about-"
"I told her that I didn't believe her ..." I interrupted him, as we hit a red light.
"Then you wonder why she walked away. I can tell you now that she wouldn't lie bout sum like that, and you definitely the father of that baby. You do what you want with that."
The rest of the car ride was silent, and I had so much shit goin on in my head.
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