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In the midst of the shower's warmth and steam, War's breathy whisper filled the air around us. "P'Yin..." He exhaled and in response, I pressed him harder against the shower wall, a desperate desire to feel him closer, aching for the intimate connection between us as my cock fully inside him.
"I love you so much," I whispered into his ear. He pressed his mouth to my shoulder, muffling the little whimpers escaping his lips.
His arms wrapped tightly under my shoulders, digging into my back. I tilted my head, pressing my forehead against him, my eyes scanning the entirety of his face. The bright smile on his lips, his wet hair and the droplets racing down his cheeks, all of it painted a picture of sheer beauty that left me in awe.
"You are stunning," I breathed out in admiration. "So fucking pretty and all mine," I vocalized my thoughts, the sense of possessiveness tinged with genuine affection.
A blush rose to War's cheeks, a reaction I couldn't help but find endearing. "Stop that, P'Yin," he protested and I responded by pressing my forehead against him even harder, determined to make him keep looking at me.
"You are, do you hear me?" I spoke up. "You are everything, so beautiful and absolutely amazing in every way. I'm so lucky to have you," I affirmed and his face deepened in its reddened hue before he nodded slowly.
"I...I love P'Yin," he mumbled shyly and a smirk played on my lips before I captured him in a kiss. The words were repeated back, a declaration echoed through the intertwining of our tongues, the sensation consuming me.
With a thrust of my hips, I ground against him and a moan escaped his mouth, the vibrations resonating through my body. Every part of him pressed against me felt like a craving I never wanted to satiate. If it were possible, I would glue him to my side, ensuring that the moment never ended.
Pulling away from the kiss, I watched his chest rise and fall quickly, both of us breathless from our shared intimacy. Shifting my hips back, I slammed into him again, the urgency building as we edged closer to our climax.
"Ahhh, P'Yinn! Ughh-ahhh! Ahhh!"
"Fuck, baby," I moaned, feeling him clench around me, momentarily stilling my movements. "Fuck, just like that, War," I panted, his actions making my hand smack against the shower wall, pleasure overwhelming me in the best way possible.
I resumed my movements, driving my hips faster, my half-lidded eyes locked onto him. His lips formed a pout, wet and swollen like mine, his eyes squeezed shut as I delved deep inside him. His nails bit into my skin, a sign of the intensity building within him.
"G-God, right there," he whined, dropping his head into the crook of my neck, his legs tensing around my waist.
The sounds of his half whimpers spurred me on, my hips snapping harder against him, each thrust hitting that same spot over and over again. My hand came down to squeeze his chest, the clenching in my stomach growing intense and hard, an addicting sensation.
"Ahhh-urgh ahhh! P'Yin!" War moaned loudly.
"You taste so fucking good, baby," I breathed into his ear, biting down on it. The feeling of him wrapped around me remained as exhilarating as the first time.
His clenching around me made me groan. "P'Yinnn, ahhh!" He whined, biting down on the skin of my neck. His hands clawed at my shoulders as he let go, sporadically clenching around my cock. I kept my hips pressed against him, maintaining the pressure against the cool shower wall, my hands smoothing under his trembling thighs.
"There we go," I cooed, "such a good boy for me, yeah? My precious War. God, I love you so much." The words spilled from my lips with a genuine affection that mirrored the intensity of our connection.
The moment lingered as he released all over me, triggering the pressure within me to explode. "God, War," I murmured, my fingers digging into the flesh of his ass as I let go, my mouth parting automatically.
War could feel the tensing of my stomach and pulled his head out of my neck, bringing it up to face me. "I love you, P'Yin," he declared.
I groaned at his words, slowly moving my hips against him."I love you too, War. I always do," I uttered.
A few more hard thrusts and I stilled, my eyes shutting as I reached my climax. "Shit," I breathed out, feeling myself fill him up, my legs trembling as the pleasure overpowered me.
"God- shit, I love you," I murmured, pressing our chests against one another as I kept him pinned against the shower wall. He always felt so fucking good.
Finally, I jerked against him, the high slowly diminishing. I pressed my forehead against his, my chest heaving against him, needing a moment of rest.
The warmth of the shower and the aftermath of our shared pleasure enveloped us in a cocoon of intimacy and I couldn't help but savor the sensation of War against me, my lover, my confidant and my everything.
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╰┈➤𝐖𝐀𝐑 𝐏𝐎𝐕*ೃ༄
My eyelids fluttered open and a shy smile graced my lips as I found myself nestled in P'Yin's embrace. His arm enveloped me and our faces were mere inches apart. P'Yin lay peacefully, his breath escaping gently and the tranquility on his face warmed my heart. Unable to contain my joy, I smiled, reveling in the serenity of the moment. My fingers traced a path as I gently caressed his cheek.
I couldn't help but wonder if this was just a dream. There was a lingering fear within me that each day I spent with P'Yin would turn out to be an exquisite illusion, shattered when I awoke. The apprehension of him changing, of the love and tenderness dissipating like morning mist, haunted my thoughts. However, every passing day brought reassurance as P'Yin consistently showed his love for me, exceeding my expectations. He did everything to prove that the transformation in him was genuine and that the painful events of the past would not happen again.
As I continued to trace gentle patterns on his cheek, P'Yin stirred slightly, his eyelashes fluttering before revealing the warmth of his gaze. Our eyes met and a soft smile curved on his lips as he pulled me closer, our naked bodies intimately pressed together.
A gentle peck landed on my lips. "Why are you waking up so early, hm? Feeling uncomfortable anywhere?" P'Yin asked.
"I'm okay," I replied, my voice tinged with shyness. "I just want to look at P'Yin," I added, feeling the heat rise in my blushing cheeks, my voice dropping to a soft whisper.
He chuckled and affectionately pinched my cheek. "Why do you have to be so adorable like this? Are you intentionally trying to seduce your P'Yin?"
"My P'Yin?" I echoed his words, the phrase settling in my mind like a sweet melody.
"Yeah, your P'Yin and you-" He interrupted himself with a gentle kiss on my lips. "You are my precious War," he said, prompting an immediate response as I hugged him tightly, burying my face into the warmth of his chest.
"Aww, did I say something wrong?" P'Yin teased while chuckling.
I shook my head against his chest. "I...I like it...my P'Yin and you call me 'my precious War," I confessed shyly.
P'Yin's laughter echoed in the quiet room. "Well, I like it when you like it, sweetheart. I will keep calling you my precious War," he murmured, running his fingers through my hair, making me giggle.
P'Yin continued to caress my back, creating a soothing rhythm that seemed to synchronize with the beating of our hearts. "Have I ever told you how much I love waking up like this?" P'Yin mused, his fingers tracing lazy circles on my skin. "With you in my arms, the world feels just right."
I lifted my head from his chest, meeting his gaze with a tender smile. "I love it too, P'Yin. It's like all the worries melt away and there's just us."
He pressed a gentle kiss to my forehead. "Yeah, just us. No need to worry about anything else."
We lay there for a while, caught in a silent exchange of affection before P'Yin spoke again. "Can we stay like this forever?" He mumbled, making me chuckle.
"Forever sounds nice but we can't stay in bed all day, P'Yin," I replied with a playful tone. "We have things to do, remember?"
He sighed but a small smile tugged at the corners of his lips. "Yeah, responsibilities and all that. But I wish we could just forget about everything and stay here."
I smiled. "I wish that too, P'Yin. But for now, we can hug like this for an hour before P'Yin needs to get ready to go to work," I said.
He pouted. "I know," he responded, tracing circles on my chest with his finger. "I just don't want to let go."
"You don't have to," I whispered, my fingers gently caressing his cheek. "We can stay like this again when P'Yin comes back from work," I murmured shyly.
He smiled widely. "Of course we will," he said, leaning in to shower my face with a sloppy kiss. Laughter bubbled up from within me at the unexpected display of affection. "And I will be kissing you like this and this," he added, punctuating his words with playful kisses between each phrase.
His kisses were a delightful mixture of warmth and playfulness, leaving me breathless with laughter and a tingling sensation. "P'Yinnn!!!"
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The clock had already struck at 12 pm, signaling the commencement of the lunch hour. I sat at the cafe near P'Yin's condo, waiting for P'Earth.
P'Yin had already told about us to his friends and it struck me that I should do the same. Despite the impending conversation with P'Earth, I knew I had to be honest with him and told him that he need not wait for me. Deep down, I know that my heart belongs solely to P'Yin. I couldn't fathom loving anyone else.
As minutes ticked away, my mind churned with thoughts about the last encounter with P'Earth. It was at his house, a day etched in my memory. His sudden behavior towards me left me bewildered and that discomfort lingered, casting a shadow over our friendship. Subsequently, I distanced myself, refraining from any communication. P'Earth persisted in reaching out, attempting to bridge the gap but my discomfort prevailed.
Now, sitting alone in the cafe, I mulled over how to approach the impending conversation with P'Earth. The honesty I sought to convey conflicted with the dread of hurting him. Nevertheless, I knew I couldn't continue this charade of silence.
Just as the dilemma began to intensify, P'Earth walked into the cafe, a hesitant smile playing on his lips. "Hey, sorry I'm late," he said, pulling out a chair opposite mine.
I mustered a weak smile, "No worries, P'Earth. Thanks for coming."
He nodded, his eyes searching for cues in my expression.
Silence.
"War...about that night, I'm really sorry. I know I should not act like that. I'm really sorry, War," P'Earth said.
His eyes searched mine for reassurance but my gaze remained steady as I forged ahead.
"Phi, I don't know what happened to you that night but it really made me uncomfortable. Since then, I have distanced myself. I have been avoiding the issue. I know it's not fair to you and it's not fair to me as well," I confessed, the words tumbling out with a heaviness that had burdened me for far too long.
P'Earth reached out and held my hand, his touch a desperate plea for understanding. "I'm really sorry, War. I-I really can't control myself. You know how much I love you, right?"
I withdrew my hand from his grip. The silence hung thick in the air and I bowed my head, bracing myself for the effect of my next revelation. I knew it would hurt him but I needed to be honest.
"I want to be honest and I want you to know that I have chosen to give P'Yin another chance," I admitted, the words landing like a heavy blow.
P'Earth's expression shifted, a mosaic of surprise and disappointment playing across his features. "You, what?" He asked with disbelief.
I took a deep breath. "P'Yin and I talked things through and I believe in giving P'Yin a second chances. It's not about you or me. It's about reality."
P'Earth's eyes darkened, a storm brewing within them. "After everything we have been through and I did for you, you are just going to choose him over me?" He demanded with a mixture of hurt and frustration.
"It's not about choosing one over the other, phi," I explained. "It's about what feels right. I can't keep avoiding my feelings and I can't keep pretending that I can forget P'Yin."
Tears welled up in his eyes. His eyes searched mine desperately as if trying to find a way to change my decision. "War, please. We can work through this. I will do whatever it takes to make you love me. Just give me another chance. I-I love you more than anything." His voice cracked.
I bit my lower lip and adjusted my glasses slightly. "I never wanted to hurt you, phi. But I can't sacrifice my own happiness for your feelings."
P'Earth remained silent, absorbing my words with a heavy heart. Then, with a deep breath, he looked up at me. "Can he love you as much as I do? Can you assure me that he truly deserves you after everything he has put you through?" He asked.
"P'Earth, I can't guarantee the depth of P'Yin's feelings but I can't deny myself the chance to explore the possibility of happiness. Only P'Yin can me feel happy like this."
"What if I promise to change, to be the person you need me to be? Can't we work through this together?"
I looked at him and slowly shook my head. "You can't, phi," I said.
"Why, War? Have I not shown you enough that I love you?" His voice trembled with emotion.
"Because you...you are not P'Yin," I said honestly, making him fall silent.
P'Earth sighed deeply, his gaze dropping to the floor. "I know I have made mistakes, War. I'm not proud of what I did that night but I love you more than anything. Can't that count for something?"
P'Earth looked up again, determination in his eyes. "Give me a chance to prove that I can be the person you deserve. We have a memory together. Doesn't that mean anything to you?"
A silence enveloped us and I adjusted my glasses. "I-I just love P'Yin," I said.
P'Earth sighed, his shoulders slumping as he processed the enormity of the situation. "I just can't imagine a life without you, War. You have been my anchor, my guiding star. The thought of losing you is unbearable."
"I...also feel like that towards P'Yin," I admitted, my voice barely audible. "I'm sorry, phi," I added.
Silence.
"I...need some time to process this," he finally said, breaking the silence. "We...still friends, is it?"
"Of course, we will," I replied. "Friends, always," I affirmed, emphasizing the word 'always'.
P'Earth nodded slowly and I gave him a warm smile in return.
credit: @agirlisnoone36
4/1/2024