WARNING:
Panic attack.
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I have put a warning and symbol at the beginning of where it mentions these things. To begin with, the chapter is fine to read.
Y/N pov:
"Good morning princess."
I roll over and see Fred grinning at me from my side. I roll my eyes at the nickname, "princess?" I question.
"Why of course. Your my princess."
"So that means your my prince." I laugh.
He places a quick peck on my lips, "guess so."
"Now get up you lazy arse, I'm starving. And we're going to snuggle when we get back because I can't get enough of you."
I laugh, "alright, I'm going, I'm going."
I stand up and stretch out my arms, Freds already dressed so I decide that I need to go to my room. Suddenly I'm pulled back by the waist, and am now sitting on Freds lap.
"I thought you said I needed to get dressed." I laughed.
"And you thought you were leaving without giving me a kiss? God Wood, I can't believe you." He says.
I roll my eyes before kissing his head, he pouts. "A real one!"
"No, I've not brushed my teeth yet Freddie. I promise I'll give you one after. Meet me down in the common room?" I ask.
"Fine." He groans, still pouting at getting no kisses.
I laugh before heading out of the room.
My bed is a complete mess, my sheets are everywhere, I must have done a lot of tossing and turning last night. I jump in the shower quickly and use a drying spell, letting my curls flow naturally as usual. I apply a light layer of makeup and put some casual clothes on.
I walk into the common room to find it filled with all the Gryffindors, lots of the boys especially look towards me as I enter. Was there something wrong with my skirt? I know it's a little shorter than normal, but it's not bad. I then make eye contact with Fred, who I notice is sat on the couch. He's looking my way and I noticed the way he bit my lip, fuck he looked hot.
I noticed George and Lee laughing at Fred, and Harry hit him in the back of the head. The others look confused at Freds staring and Hermione shoots me a look to say 'I told you he liked you.'
May as well give her a show then. I wink at Fred and he quickly shoots up, pulling me into his arms. He lifts me up, carrying me over to the sofa, and sits me on his lap. He then kisses me passionately, and the room goes silent. The only thing that matters is my Freddie.
"Hem, hem." Me and Fred break apart quickly and look to our right. We expected to see the angry tone of our beloved professor, instead she looks delighted, "George, Lee you owe me 5 galleons, I'm off to tell Dumbledore, he owes 10."
With that she steps out the room a delightful spring in her step. When the door closes the common room erupted into laughter. I bury my nose blushing cheeks into Freds head, and he laughs, resting his forehead on the back of mine.
When I look back up, I'm suddenly yanked off of Fred and am dragged by two very eager girls. I look back to Fred, who's pouting, arms crossed. I laugh and shook my head at him, letting the girls pull me along.
I'm suddenly plonked on the bed of the girls dorm and look up at Hermione and Ginny who are grinning widely.
"Erm Hi."
They suddenly squeal, incredibly high pitched and giddily jump up and down. I shake my head and go to lay down but then can't resist if, I stand up and do the same thing, jumping up and down laughing with the girls. We do a group hug before collapsing onto Ginny's bed, side by side, looking up at the ceiling.
Hermione props herself up onto one elbow and looks at me, "come on then, tell us!"
"Fine. We're together."
Another squeal comes from the pair.
"I knew it!" Yelled Ginny, she looks at me for a minute before shaking her head, "come on then, spill the beans."
"Alright fine." I laugh, "well we, we danced, he apologised for being a complete arse, told me how beautiful I was. Dragged me upstairs and I went to get my pyjamas on. When I came back down, I overhear the boys taking. They were trying to get Fred to ask me out, and then he started ranting about how much he loves me, but he's too afraid to tell me. So I stepped into the room, cleared my throat and snogged him. He then asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes, and we spent the night together."
Once I had finished, I was gasping for air, having spoken so quickly from the excitement.
The girls tell me how sweet he is, before Ginny raises a point, "mums going to be so happy. She always wanted you to be together."
"Oh erm. I think we are going to wait and tell her at Christmas, if that's alright, that is. I don't want her to find out in a letter." I admit.
"That's fine. Don't sweat it. But she's going to be ecstatic." She laughed.
"She won't mind?" I questioned.
"Y/N! She's going to be thrilled! As is Arthur, and Bill! And I'm sure even your dad will be thrilled, he likes Fred doesn't he? And Remus?"
Hermione comforts.
"Yeah. I guess." I say nervously. They laugh and tell me to stop being silly. I step one foot into the common room and am dragged onto Freds knee again. I guess I'd have to get used to the fact that I'm sitting with him from now on. I don't mind though, I think it's rather sweet.
"I missed you!" He whines.
"I missed you too Freddie but it's been 10 minutes." I laughed.
"And that 10 minutes feels like an eternity." He pecks my head.
This receives a loud groan from Harry, "quit the PDA in front of me, I don't want to see my sister snogging my friend."
"Harry, mate. I literally just kissed her head." Fred complains, "but, if you want to see some more..."
He begins, but before he can finish his sentence I playfully hit him around the back of the head. He rolls his eyes at me, before kissing my softly, and hugs me like he's going to lose me. I fall back into his toned stomach and nuzzle into his neck. Nothing could prepare me for what he was about to do next, because he placed a hand on my thigh. It made a whirl of electric shoot through my body.
Whilst I'm laid on his neck, I can feel the smirk forming, knowing that he's just made me flinch. But it only continues to get worse as he drags his fingers up and down my thigh, reaching the bottom of my skirt and pulling it up slightly to reveal more of my skin.
"Fred." I warn. I try to sound serious, but the shakiness in my voice just makes him smirk wider.
"I don't know what your talking about." He laughs, trying to sound like he's in denial.
"You know exactly what your doing. Now here." My voice comes out shakier, making him laugh as he plants another kiss on the top of my head.
"Yes love." He obeys, dragging his fingers back down and rubbing small circles just above my knee. It's a nice feeling, it was before, but it made me nervous and it was certainly something that should be done in private, not in front of the first years that were sat opposite to us.
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Time skip: late afternoon.
Freds pov:
Me and Y/N. My girlfriend! God I'll never get tired of calling her that. Me and Y/N have decided to take a walk around the black lake. It's a lovely day and the sun is shining brightly, so there was no point in staying indoors all day, plus, I'll take every opportunity to hang out with my girlfriend alone.
Walking along, we are just about to enter the castle. We are waking hand in hand, but suddenly I hear Y/N gasp for breath. She was fine a few minutes ago. I notice that she's staring blankly and I feel my heart begin beating faster, as I myself become panicked at Y/N's state.
"Love, are you alright?" I place a hand on her back, but she just shudders in return.
I follow her gaze, now very panicked and notice the person that I had been wondering about for ages: the boy at Hogsmede. He's looking at her with a flirty smile that makes my blood boil.
I can't think about him now, Y/N is panicking and she needs to be my top priority. So I step in front of her gaze, blocking the boy from her view.
"Y/N. Love. Come on." I say, hugging her closely. I see the tears form from her eyes as she's pulled back to reality.
"C....c..can we g..go Freddie?" Her words come out shakily and it seems she's about to burst into tears at any moment. Not once have I seen Y/N cry, she's always been so strong willed, so it broke my head. Shattered it, into tiny pieces.
"Of course my love." Knowing that she's walking shakily, I pick her up bridal style and she wraps her arms around my neck and she bury's her head into it. When we pass the boy, he gives off an evil smirk. There was 100% something she was not telling me, but I guess she will when the times right.
As we enter the common room, everyone looks to our direction. Harry showed the biggest look of concern. I exchange a glance with George and he nods his head, knowing exactly what's happened by just one look. Ignoring the questions from our friends, I carry her up the stairs and into her room, placing her down on the bed. She sits up and put her head into her lap, "sorry I'm being a pain Freddie." She seems to have calmed down a little but is still shaking.
"Baby. You could never be a pain to me. I love you more than anything in the world." I say, pulling her into a hug.
She lets out a little laugh, which reliefs some of the panic I had been feeling for her.
"Baby? That's knew." She laughs.
"You prefer princess?" I say, trying to make her laugh again.
"Nah. I love them all Freddie. But love will always be my favourite." I hug her once again before realising that I need to bring up the topic she seems to be avoiding.
"Do you want to talk about it?" I know she's uneasy about something and she doesn't have to tell me anything she doesn't want to. But I just want to be there for her, more than anything.
I expect her to say no but she surprises me by actually saying a quick, "yes."
She runs through the entire story; the same as what I'm guessing she has told George. By the end, tears are rolling down her eyes and I am gripping onto her tightly.
I sit up against the bed frame and open my legs wide. I tap the space in between them, as she comes and sits in between them, leaning back on my chest. I secure my arms around her waist and lean my head on to her shoulder.
"I just, I don't want him to come near me again Feeddie." She sobs.
I give her a tight squeeze, before saying a promise I intend to keep, "love. He will not come anywhere near you. Because I'm here. I'm here, for you. And I won't let him hurt you."
This seems to calm her slightly and so I try and change the conversation.
"So, I'm guessing my mums going to he happy. Loves you more than me you know?" She laughs at my comment.
"Oh I know."
"You want to tell her on christmas?" I ask hopefully.
"Would love you. Nice Christmas present for her." She laughs in response.
I get up off the bed, "I'll be back in a minute."
I go to my room and grab my jumper that I know she always loved wearing, even if she wouldn't admit it.
When I walk in, the girl seems to have stopped crying, but I couldn't really focus on that, it might have been something to do with the fact that my girlfriend was stood half naked in front of my eyes. She turned around in shock when she saw me standing there and I instantly covered my eyes with my hand, screwing them shut and turned my back on her, "shit. Sorry love. I should have knocked. Shit." I curse at myself, gosh she's going to be so embarrassed.
I'm shocked when I don't hear any screams, no nagging, nothing but laughter. "What?" I ask.
"Fred, it's my fucking bra, it's fine." She laughs.
When I don't say anything she adds, "Freddie, turn around, I honestly don't care." She puts a hand on my shoulder blade which makes me shudder.
I quickly turn around, excited for what's to come, but yet super embarrassed that I still walked in on her and freaked.
But fuck, she looked good. She was wearing her skirt from before, which I'm guessing she would have taken off if I hadn't have barged in on her, and a red lacy bra. Her slightly toned stomach was showing, and it became apparent to me how good she looked. It seemed that however she was presented, she was stunning.
I think my gaze on her breasts might have lasted a little too long, as I heard her chuckle. I felt my cheeks go red as I made eye contact with the girl who was holding in her sniggers.
Fuck Fred! What's happened to your confidence. I need to get it back!
So I replied, "Well my love. As much as I'd love to leave you like this, I brought you my jumper. Thought you might want to wear it for bed?"
Her eyes lit up and she instantly snatched the jumper from my hand, pulling it quickly over her head. I laughed at how baggy it was on her, but it just made her look cute, like my little teddy bear.
She then went over to rummage through her draws, mumbling the odd 'shit' to herself.
"Love, what's wrong?" I asked, going over and hugging her from behind.
"Oh, I Erm. The house elves kind of took both pairs of my pyjama pants." She said.
I laughed at her embarrassment as she looked down to the ground, "can I stay the night by the way?" I ask.
"Course you can! We're snuggling!" She said, which made me laugh, yet my heart flutter at the same time.
"Just take your skirt off then. If your comfortable with it that is?" I say, she looks hesitant, "it's big enough to hide your ass, although I'd love to see it."
She laughs and playfully hits me in the chest.
"Can you. Erm like turn around a second?" She asks.
I felt a little stupid, having not turned around before, but I didn't actually think she'd agree to sleeping like that. I of course didn't mind, but when I turned around I could help myself at the side of her. It took all my energy not to grab her and kiss her deeply, but we were knew to our relationship and I don't want to overstep my boundaries. So instead, I grab her by the hand and lead her Over to the bed.
At first I lie down next to the wall, pulling her at the side of me, we don't touch, but stay looking up at the ceiling. I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable by touching her, not after what she had just told me, only half an hour ago. But luckily, she rolled over, closer to me, and laid on my chest. Taking this as a hint, I tangled our legs together.
She raised her head and kissed me on the lips. Her kiss lingering for quite a while, soft and caring, delicate and loving, but a kiss that I longed for.
"I love you princess."
"I love you too Freddie, so much."
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