haikyuu oneshots

osasuna

tw- eating disorder
honestly i'm sorry for whatever the fuck this is lol.
also i did not write with the accent because i kept on forgetting..
this was suggested by- idontknowokaysostfu
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suna pov-

"suna would you like a bite?" osamu said picking up a piece of his food and waved it in front of my face. i want it. believe me i do. i'm hungry but i have no appetite to actually eat. "no thanks. i had a big breakfast with my mom this morning." i said looking back down at my hands. my nails have gotten thinner and my hands look frail. "okay.." he continued to eat and argue with atsumu as i sat there pushing down the urge to eat.

after lunch-

"see you this afternoon babe!" osamu shouted to me as i walked into my classroom. "bye." as i waved goodbye i noticed the veins in my arm were as visible as ever. i pulled my sleeve down and made my way to my seat. the pit in my stomach growing and the urge to never eat again getting bigger.

end of the school day-

the sound of the bell scared me out of my deep thought. today we didn't have practice so 'samu wanted to hang out with me. of course we hand out all the time since we're dating in all but i've been pushing him away lately. not because i want to. but i know if he finds out about all of this he's going to push me. he's going to tell me to eat. to take care of myself. i just can't. not right now.

"hey babe!" osamu grabbed my hand and pulled me closely into his chest. his embrace is warm and welcoming. the feeling of his hands on my back draws me in even closer. i wanted to curl up into a ball and stay in his arms for forever. "babe you okay? you seem really tired and you look like you haven't slept in weeks." he said as he pulled away. i whined quietly at the loss of warmth. i try to cover up the dark circles under my eyes but it's barely ever successful. he ran his thumb over my cheek as he looked into my eyes. "i'm good." he smiled softly and took my hand. "let's gooo!"

as he walked into the miya household i examined the area. it looked like his parents were gone and so seems atsumu. i took my shoes off and set my bag near the door. i looked up at the top of the stairs to see my boyfriend staring down at me and smiling. "whatcha smiling at idiot?" i asked as i stocked upstairs. "you." he said grabbed my waist and pulling me closer to himself.

"so what are we gonna do?" i ask as i sat down on his bed. i look over at my boyfriend who was standing in front of the mirror as he examined his hair. "i have no idea. maybe a movie?" he turned around to face me. i shook my head yes in response to that idea.

we sat up the movie and got settled in his bed. i didnt pay attention to what he picked so he probably picked something i won't like. he had food and drinks set out in front of us. i became sick at the presence of food. of course i wanted to eat it but that voice in the back of my mind told me not to.

"babe would you like one?" he asked as he held out a box of strawberry pocky. i shook my head no and turned back to the movie. he pulled my waist closer to him. 'i wonder if he can feel my bones.. i can see them when i look in the mirror..' i thought to myself.

the movie continued at this point i wasn't interested at all. osamu didn't seem interested either so i decided to play with his hair. i ran my bony fingers thru his dyed grey hair. he sank into the feeling of my hand in his hair. he pulled my tiny legs closer to him as i continued to play with it.

"suna can we..do something?" osamu asked turning his attention to me. i shook my head slowly agreeing. without noticed he grabbed my face and pulled me close to his. "hey." he raised his eyebrows making me laugh. "just kiss me idiot." i said wrapping my small arms around his large shoulders.