Wherever it takes us

Chapter 85

3 MONTHS LATER

I woke up to soft music, more like acoustic type in the other room

i smiled at the possibility of having Luke laying down with MJ watching tv, he tends to do that from time to time

i debate on whether i should take a bath or go make breakfast

I've been mad at Luke since last night im not going to lie, he hasnt fucked me and it passed the 40 days after birth that I have to wait and i need him

he officially "moved in" as he calls it

I put a robe on and head out the bedroom following the music, it defintiely wasnt radio , tv or anything.. it was Luke ..

i find him sitting on the couch with his guitar and MJ on his lap

"When we both fall asleep, underneath the same sky. To the beat of our heart at the same time, so close but so far away.

She sleeps, alone, my heart wants to come home. I wish I was I wish I was, besides you.

She lies awake, I'm trying to find the words to say. I wish I was I wish I was besides you..."

he sings

i definitely sleep alone.......

"calm down Ed Sheeran" i smile

Luke laughs and turns to me "morning babe"

"morning" i sit next to him and kiss his lips

"that was a good song, whats it called?"

"besides you" he says

i turn to MJ and he's trying to take the guitar in his mouth then laughs

"hi baby" i kiss him and sit in front of them

Lukes sleeve tattoos popping out from his white shirt

he looks so good...

"reminds me of the other song I caught you singing once"

"never finished it" he says

"you should, its absolutely amazing like this one, did you write it?"

"yeah with Calum and Ashton"

"woah thats good, let me hear more"

"no" he puts his guitar away

"babe come on"

"nope im embrassed"

"shut the fuck you no youre not" i laugh

"language"

"fuck sorry.. fuck i mean fuck ughhh"

Luke laughs

"sorry MJ no more bad words from mommy"

"do you want breakfast?" I ask Luke

he shaks his head "I have to leave soon to work"

i look down and nod, i set MJ on his swing and sit on his lap

"Luke"

"hmm?" he kisses my shoulder

"can we have sex?"

"no"

ouch

"why not?"

"im leaving soon babe"

i sigh and sit up

"you will spend five minutes sitting there instead of fucking me for five minutes or less?"

"basically yeah"

"am i not hot anymore?"

"babe its not that"

"it is that huh?!"

he shakes his head "Jackie thats not it"

"you either have someone else.. again or I dont turn you on anymore" i walk back to the bedroom and into the bathroom

i run the water and let the tub fill

i step out of my clothes

I stand in front of the mirror and examine my bare body, im not as skinny as I was before but being all over the place with the baby and eating healthy has helped me lose alot of baby fat

i sigh in frustration and look under the sink for my stuff

I get out my scented bubbles and pour some in the tub

I watch the bubbles start forming and the vanilla scent filling the bathroom

I put the bottle back and notice my box in the back, i debate whether or not to get it. Luke makes me feel insecure and im sexually frustrated, masturbating doesnt feel the same as the real thing but I havent used any sex toys in awhile

i pull out the box and look for the water proof vibrator and clean it

"come to momma" i bit my lip and put the box back under the sink and step into the tub

I make myself comfortable and let my body soak for a few minutes

i grab the vibrator and turn it on to medium , I feel the vibrate through my body just by having it in my hand, Luke is too busy with the baby and not paying attention to me in that way so I have plenty of time

i bring the vibrator down to the side of my face feeling the vibrate all over, i bring it down to my neck and inbetween my breast

I hold the vibrator in place with one hand and squeeze my breast with the other

the vibrate inbetween turned me the fuck on, it brought shivers down my spine

i let out soft moans before slipping the vibrator down to my stomach which drove me insane everytime it went lower

I brought the vibrator down to my core and turned the speed up to high, pleasure immediately hitting my body

i let out soft moans and close my eyes

I can only imagine Luke in the tub with me, his cock teasing my entrance.. I wanted him... I needed him

i bite my lip and moved the vibrator in circles on my clit

"Luke oh god" i moaned

i grip my breast and continued circuling faster "fuck Luke!" i yell
I move my hips towards the vibrator and throw my head back, my eyes rolling back in pleasure
Making it feel amazing. I forgot how good these vibrators made you feel

I teased my entrance, i felt my high getting closer

Its only been a few seconds into this but being so needy drove me off

I brought my other hand down to my throbbing clit and spread my legs wider

i rubbed in fast while still slipping the vibrator in and out of me

i moan louder and pick up the speed

I felt the familiar knot under my stomach forming, my toes curled and my chest rising up

I could only imagine my fingers being Lukes and the vibrator being Lukes big cock

"bloody fuck Luke yess!!!!"

seconds later i came hard, as in cue Luke stormed in and stared at me wide eyed

"i thought you were calling me holy fuck what the fuck are you doing"

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Question:

I stopped writing because I have up to chapter 90 done so I'm not 100% sure how many chapters would be here

Should I exceed 100 chapters on this book or make book 2 with older baby Michael and stuff ?
Or none. If I exceed 100 it will be rushed and book 2 probably won't be as long but more detail and stuff . If I just keep it under 100 I'll put all the info that has to come out in the next few chapters and probably start a different book :)

And sorry , most of you wanted it to be Luke's baby 🙈🙊 love you guys