Wherever it takes us

Chapter 36

"Say something " he says

I look away trying to keep my tears in

"It's not like you haven't fucked Oompa Loompa " he sighs

"What makes you think that?" I ask

"I seen him around he looks happier for some shitty reason , what happened in the car it was just about time you fucked" he says

"I want to give him another chance " I admit
Luke chuckles at the idea " are you serious?"

I nod "I like you, a lot but I don't even know where we stand, we haven't talked in two weeks , you keep fucking the girl who was supposedly my best friend and who knows how many more girls !"

"Jackie it's not like that"

"It actually is , would you ever be able to change or are you going to be hooking up with girls all the time?"

He doesn't say anything

I get up and he follows
I grab my Matt and roll it up

"Are you leaving already?" He asks

"I don't feel like being here anymore " I say

He walks up to me and pulls me close to him, our faces inches away from each other

We both lean in and kiss

The kiss was soft and slow

We both pull away and lean our foreheads together

"Bye Luke" I grab my bag and head to my car

The drive home consists of sobbing and tears slipping down my cheek
Why am I so hurt ?
Why do I care so much for what he does?
And why the hell do I keep kissing him!?
Since I met Luke , grown up Luke atleast, my life has flipped upside down

I park the car in the driveway and hurry up the stairs to take a shower

I undress myself and step into the hot water

Rubbing soap all over my body and washing my hair

I'm suppose to go eat breakfast at Michaels house today

I haven't seen his mom in awhile and I am not looking forward to it

I haven't stepped foot in his house since his mom heard us having sex

I quickly get out and change to a dress and do my hair
Nothing fancy hair in a fish braid

I put on light makeup and put my flats on

I say my goodbyes to my mom and make my way to michaels house it's just like three blocks away since I missed my morning run

I knock on his door and wait for someone to answer

"Coming!" I hear someone say

I play with my fingers

The door swings open and there stands Mr Clifford

"Hi Jackie come on in sweetie , you look great" he pulls me into a hug and steps aside granting me entrance

"Thank you" I smile back and walk inside

The house is nice and fresh
Not like the stupid hot CALI weather at 9am outside

"Michael's in the kitchen helping Karen" His dad says
I thank him and awkwardly make my way to the kitchen there stands Michael  with a floral apron and his mom in a striped pink and white apron

"Mom promise me you won't tell her anything" Michael says I lean on the door frame quietly

"But I have funny comments " she laughs "what about hey jackie you have good lungs " she teases

I feel my checks flush
Oh my god

"Mom!" Michael bursts out laughing "please stop"

I bite my lip and walk in the kitchen making myself notice "good morning " I politely say

Michael automatically turns to his mom
His  mom stopped laughing immediately and pulled me into a hug
"Jackie hi darling how have you been?"

I smile "hi I've been great and yourself?"

"Same thank you"

I turn to Michael as smile "hi"

"Hi" he says walking towards me and pecking my lips

"Nice apron " I try not to laugh

He looks down at it and laughs "oops"