Wherever it takes us

Chapter 55

"im sorry, we tried our best" the doctor said

those words.. after those words my world came crumbling down

i blanked out, everything became a blur , slow motion, no sound, my body felt heavy

i looked at the doctor fading away before my view turned black, i couldnt see or feel anything but pain

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I woke up on a hospital bed , my parents, Calum and Genesis are sitting around in the room

"Jackie? oh god honey we came as soon as Genesis told us about Mi-"

"mom!" Gen interrupts her, she does the cut it signal thinking I couldnt see

i start crying, not Michael why my Michael!

"honey" my dad sits next to me and kisses my forhead "we are all here for you"

"you fainted Jackie, you're okay but try to keep it together for the sake of the baby, its not good for the baby "

i ignore him, I dont need people telling me to keep it together when i just found out my boyfriends died

"I dont mean to sound like a dick, i understand how you feel but think about the baby jackie" he says

"Calums right honey you have to think about the baby and you cant take any medication to try to calm down" mom says

"i just found out Michael died, the father of my child, my boyfriend of two years, we were about to move in together and be a happy family and now hes gone hes fucking gone" i cry

the nurse comes in "Mr and Mrs Vasquez can i talk to you both?" she says

"divorced but of course" mom says as the three of them walk out

Gen takes a seat next to me where mom was and hugs me "you want to sleep with me ?" she asks

i shake my head "i want to sleep with Michael"

she sighs

"did someone tell Michaels parents yet?" i try calming down

Calum nodded "i called them, they're uhm fixing stuff with the doctor and yeah"

"I want to see him" I say "i want to see Michael" my voice cracks but i control myself

"Jackie thats not a good idea and you cant anymore... Michaels parents recognized the body already the next thing is funeral and burial " Gen says

"wh- when did they do that? why didnt they ask me? he's my boyfriend for crying out loud! "

"Jackie you were out for a few hours"

"how is that even possible"

"the nurse said the pregnancy was heavy on the impact , its too much for the baby and for you so you seriously need to keep it calm for the sake of the baby i dont think you understand how serious this is, its not even about crying its about what youve been going through just this day" she says

i nod , my parents come in looking somewhat sad and mad

"is everything okay?" i ask

they look at each other and nod "nurse said youre fine but you need alot of rest and take care of yourself or your pregnancy can .. have difficulties"

"what do you mean difficulties?" i ask

"you will have to be on bed rest throughout your pregnancy an this is just the first trimester so long time from now, miscarriage or premature" mom says