The ex again I believe. 🤦
I had a dream about you last night, you held me in your arms and I felt myself melting in your embrace, I felt so safe and so comfortable, a way that I haven't felt in a while. You smiled at me and I felt nothing but warmth and complete joy coming from the both of us. We talked and made ourselves dinner, and then sat on a couch cuddled together eating and watching movies. I've had a lot of surreal moments in my life but that wasn't one, it felt like a memory and I loved it. I've been thinking about it all day thinking that it would go away like every other dream but it's been stuck in my head since the moment I woke up. I don't know if I miss you or if I miss the feelings you gave me.
There is so much I want to say to you now, I want to talk with you again I want to get to know you and understand you more but I don't think that's allowed, I don't want things to get worse, I already ache. I miss you yeah I miss you and I hate every second of it because it makes my eyes sting, my stomach clenches, and my head pounds but I can't help it, nor can I stop it so I best live with it until it sets me free.
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Just Some Shit
Non-FictionI write things down when I don't want to forget what I was feeling at a certain time and place. I don't have to be happy or joyful to want to remember, sometimes I want to remember the pain, and the anger I've felt so I wrote it down I hope if you r...
