1
Why do I try
Why do I cry
Why do you lie?
Well…
I think I try in the hope that things will work out
I think that I cry for the fear that it might not
I think that you lie because you are afraid of what to do if it does.
I don’t want to be afraid but I guess I am too
Maybe a lot maybe a little bit but I guess I am
#2
I want to know
What do you like
I want to know
If we are alike
I want to know
How do you feel
I want to know if any of this is real
I want to know your favorite color
I want to know how you treat your mother
I want to know YOU
Is your favorite color blue
I want to know, please
What interests you
#3
I didn’t mean to
I don’t like it when I fall
but I do
at least falling is ok
but I didn’t mean to
at least not for you
you looked at me
and made me feel like more
I loved you
I fell and fell and fell
but I didn’t mean to
You took my heart
But not my hand
No, you didn’t take my hand
I tried to offer it and more
But you didn’t take it
You took what you wanted and left me
I wanted us I thought you did too
I hoped and hoped
That I would be enough
I wasn’t at least not for you
She is though
I didn’t mean to
but I fell and fell and fell
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Just Some Shit
Non-FictionI write things down when I don't want to forget what I was feeling at a certain time and place. I don't have to be happy or joyful to want to remember, sometimes I want to remember the pain, and the anger I've felt so I wrote it down I hope if you r...
