Always You

Chapter TwentyNine

*2 months later* 

I've been in this hotel room for two months. The only thing that I've done is shower, cry and sleep. Tristan was the only man I thought wouldn't hurt me. 

I guess I was super wrong. 

"Camryn, I brought food."

Oh yeah, Chris has been staying with me too. While I've been here I've told him everything. Like EVERYTHING. 

"I don't want it."

"Cam, come on. You've got to eat. You've barely ate."

"Not true, I ate a granola bar."

"Yeah, a small ass granola bar. Now come on. It's a chocolate crepe with strawberries and whipped cream. I even had them put extra chocolate chips."

I looked at Chris as he had his smirk on his face. 

"Come on,"

I rolled my eyes and grabbed the box from him. We both sat on our beds and began eating our breakfast watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S, everything this morning was going well. 

Until I got a message. 

Tristan

'Hey, can we please talk?'

I looked over at Chris. He was too caught up in his food and the show to notice me. 

I don't know if I should reply to him or not. I miss Tristan like crazy. Yeah he cheated but maybe I overreacted. Maybe I didn't overreact. 

I hit the reply button. 

'I don't know Tristan. You hurt me really bad and I don't really know if I can fully forgive you.'

Tristan

'Please let me explain the full story. Meet me at the cafe at 4.'

I sighed and replied back saying okay. 

"Hey, I think I'm going to shower and just go for a walk around the park."

Chris sat up and put his food to the side. 

"Okay, do you want me to go with you?"

I shook my head as I headed towards the bathroom. 

"No, I kind of want to be by myself. The most I'll be gone is an hour or two."

He sighed and nodded.

"Okay. Keep your phone on you."

I nodded and went into the bathroom. I turned on the shower, got undressed and got under the hot water. Letting all the thoughts I had consume me. 

*3:30 pm*

I was sitting in the cafe waiting for Tristan to show up. The waitress gave me my coffee and walked back to the counter. Just when I thought that he wasn't going to show up, he came walking through the door. 

I sat still. Everything went numb, but not a bad numb. The butterflies came back to my stomach, my palms began to sweat. My heart was racing like crazy it felt like it was going to jump out of my chest. 

His eyes found mine, and all of our memories came flooding back to me. 

All the laughs, tears, everything. 

He came over to me and sat across from me. 

"Hey," he started. 

"H-Hi,"

He smirked and leaned on the table leaning on his arms. 

"I miss you Camryn."

I sighed and took sip of my coffee. 

"Tristan, you wanted to meet here to talk. Tell me what you wanted to talk about."

He sighed and began to talk but the waitress came over and asked if he wanted anything. 

"Just a water please,"

"You got it," she said winking at him. 

My blood began to boil. He and I may not be together right now, but it doesn't mean I don't love him. 

"I wanted to explain everything to you. I met Noelle through Dayne at a party me and the boys were at. Noelle just became a friend at first because you were always gone with Chris doing whatever. I grew jealous. I missed my girlfriend. So, I began talking to Noelle more. I didn't expect for either one of us to kiss. I knew the moment I did it, I fucked up. Camryn, I promised you to never hurt you and all I ever wanted to do was love you unconditionally. I broke that promise. I can't go back in the past and fix it as much as I want to. I wish that never happened. You mean so much to me and I can't lose you. You are the only one who understands me for who I really am. I can't picture being with anyone else but you Camryn. I'm so fucking sorry. I will do anything and everything for you to forgive me and be back in my arms at home."

I sat there staring at him. Tears began to fall. I didn't know this all started because of me. I caused this. I caused the pain we're both feeling at this moment. I looked away from him and wiped the tears that escaped with my sleeve. 

"Please say something."

I shook my head. 

"I don't know what you want me to say Tristan. I'm glad that you told me, and I'm also glad that you don't feel anything towards her. It's going to take some time for me to fully forgive you. I also can't believe I'm saying this right now, but I'm going to give you another chance. You know I don't do this to anyone! I also can't lose you. I love you Tristan and nothing will change that."

He smiled and grabbed my hands. 

"I fucking missed you."

I laughed and squeezed his hands. 

"I missed you too."

"You wanna get out of here?"

"Sure."

We both stood up as he threw money on the table paying for both of our drinks. We walked out of the cafe, hand in hand.

I'm glad I have my boy back.