It all feels so far away.
My other life,
Like chasing a dream you can't put your finger on,
It's always impossible until right before you fall asleep the next night.
Alone.
I have never felt such loneliness in my life, and no one could understand what I mean when I say there's a hole growing inside of me where there was once joy.
I'm miserable-
The thoughts build up and the world's still not fair and I don't want to deal with it anymore.
I need a break,
Just a breather before the next sprint.
I'm losing focus again.
