Today I might cry at the drop of a hat.
Everything's been going wrong; everyone's out to get me; I can't keep up appearances that everything's fine.
It's just not a good night.
Tonight I can't pretend I have a picture perfect family who selflessly devotes themselves to others.
Things aren't going the way I planned them; I stumble over my words; I don't like the way I look.
Little things. Little inconveniences, but today I just can't ignore them.
I'm not okay tonight. I want a trusting embrace, and I want to cry until I can't cry anymore because it seems I break everything I touch.
Everything hurts, and I want it to go away.
Tonight I hate the world, and it hates me.
Hopefully tomorrow, it loves me again.
