I'm just so sad.
My thoughts,
They just scream.
I'm angry with myself.
They tell me how useless I am.
That's all they say.
I don't know a word that can correctly relate to you how tired I am of just living.
But I don't think I have to know one.
You know exactly what I'm talking about anyway.
If you don't,
I am truly happy for you.
It's a terrible feeling.
Right now -
I'm thinking to myself,
And I just keep being torn up by the fact that I'm not where I want to be.
I don't know if I'll ever find where I belong,
So I'm sad.
All I've wanted was to be happy.
Sad
Angry
Vacant
Exhausted
Miserable
Enough.
