Sometimes it just doesn't work out the way you want.
I can tell you that even if you care about someone and you do everything for them,
Chances are that they won't remember enough to return the favor or believe you when you remind them what you've done in their behalf.
Sometimes knowing that they wouldn't do the same for you is a hard lesson to learn - a lesson that you should learn early, should you have to learn it at all.
It's really lonely, but being completely alone is still better than being in a house full of people who could not care less whether you existed or not.
I can't decide what's worse, dying with no one to remember your name or living with no one knowing your name while you're alive and well.
If it has to be loud, let it be deafening.
If it has to be silent, let it be like the dead.
But don't pretend I'm not right here dying in front of you while you laugh.
It's more than I can handle.
