Random Self-Quarrells and arguments.

limes

Aye, I know I'm just some white kid w dyed hair and you prolly dont care but I got something to say, fair?
Cuz I dont mean tomorrow
This ain't somethin to save for anotha fuckin day
Back when I was young somebody treated me okay,
all the others called me names, didnt know why I felt so ashamed
but the more I grow the more I know and the more I know the more of me I show.
Every day I was a ticking time bomb at any moment I could blow,
People didnt fuck with me so I worked on my flow when they wasnt beatin on me.
I dont mean the rap game that's a new thing I got on my plate,
Theres a lotta things I wanna do before I meet my fate,
what can I say I got alotta hate,
ya see no one seemed to give a fuck about me till I pulled their weight Maybe some of you can relate it ain't up for debate cuz all I ever wanted was a brand new slate, to be embraced instead of scraped up after a terrifying day.
Those days where I was chased down till my chest ached.
These the things that put me on the edge of this bridge still baked.
Fuck man,
This shits as bland as a vanilla cake.
Just gimme time to breathe before I break.
There was a time when everybody I saw around me was fake,
I think I fucked up, let's do another take..
Okay,
Okay...
So fuck that one kid who beat me when I was down
Fuck that one guy who said he was always outta town
Fuck that guy who said I'd never wear a crown
Fuck that one bitch who said I was destined to be alone
Whatsup?
You dont like my tone?
Too bad, my fuse has already blown.
Now that I'm in theres no getting out of this zone.
Oh you apologize?
You're sorry?
You dont even recognize?
Those times you picked on me for my size,
It dont make sense,
Would you fuck a guy up for the color of his eyes?
Take a kids lunch money just cuz he takes chips over fries...
Maybe the kid with wider thighs
Or the kid with the hair that's dyed.
That guy over theres just way too wise,
You're fucked up if you think I'm gonna shut my mouth and compromise
So may I advise you say your goodbyes because tonight's the night you meet your demise.
It's people like you I despise.

So kids
Look up to the skies
Take off your disguise
Nobody here
Will judge you for your cries
And when the tears finally dry
Forget all their crimes
When life throws you lemons
You give back limes.

Man, look at the time
I dont have all day to explain
Why you should give love
Instead of cause more pain
It's not just for personal gain
Bullies are like wild dogs in a pack some just cant be tamed
Just know I'll be here for you
When you're hiding in the bathroom dreaming of fame.
When you think they're ruining your life
And you're ready to pass the blame
Try and remember that those bullies hurt too they can still be scared and afraid,
Some of them aren't so lucky as us to have a family to share a picture frame.
When you're reading a book and its fictional
Just remember that pushing back isnt always practical.
I dont mean to get all philosophical
Because you're right sometimes all they have to worry about is a really thick skull
They might be picking on you just because you're pencils dull
That's more reason for you to stay sharp
Outwit the shark with a witty remark
Dont let their words cut deep to your heart
The only opinion that matter is yours
This is just a start, in you're own way you're smart.

Believe in yourself,
Restart the spark,
Watch you level up in life
Climb out of the dark
Even when you're low
You can get back up and thrive
Even in the hardest of times
I'll be here to help you survive.