Am I a Psycho?
Do I let my psychotic side beat me?
Take me down
Push me around
Defeat me?
Do I let it take over
Let the real me fade
Lose reality in the face of darkness
Push my cares away,
Hate on what used to be
Just let is sit there
Let it decay
Let me cry and watch
As this fake escapade burns today.
Tomorrow is another day
Finding out
Whether I thrive in the night
Or dive into sorrow
Is only a moment away
Sometimes I wish I wasnt born
At least this way.
Sometimes I wish my times weren't spent full of hatred and inner war.
With all this confusion I'm torn.
Wish I could fall asleep
Wish I could take a peek
At what tomorrow holds
After all I'm nervous
Who knows what might unfold
My insides are screaming while I'm present and awake.
But when I'm here,
I'm not.
And when I'm delusional,
I feel nothing,
And after I hallucinate
I see everything.
Am I Psycho or am I just losing myself.
YOU ARE READING
Random Self-Quarrells and arguments.
RandomRead it, don't read it, I don't care its only the voices inside my head.
