Random Self-Quarrells and arguments.

Everywhere I Go

My head is constantly aching,

my mind is consistently losing itself.

Im not sure whats happening,

but I dont have the energy to believe in myself.

Tired of being the one they pick on...

yelling and hollering calling me names,

when it comes to my anger theyre the ones that I blame.

However Im still here playing their games,

for shame....

Shorty, sped midget elf,

all because I couldn't reach that top shelf...

So here I stay,

sitting all alone,

we pulled apart in a hurricane,

now Im drowning deep in the ocean's waves,

I feel just like a castaway,

waiting for someone to say...

it'll all be okay...

The ocean bay lay still...

When the only one I can think about is Her,

Cryin and tryin to find a way to kill...

me,

If only...

If only...

I could be happy.

She was the best..

now my heads all messed,

I feel pain in my chest,

is it normal for me to feel so fuckin stressed?

I did everything for you, my feelings; expressed,

my anger; suppressed,

I couldve sworn you were impressed that I confessed I was obsessed with you.

Now were both on our own and to be quite honest

Im depressed.

Honestly I think I just need to lay this life to rest.

So here I stay,

sitting all alone,

losing my shit in an alleyway,

I feel so betrayed...

All those memories we made,

I wish you would have stayed,

Now all thats left is me... utterly afraid...

waiting for someone to say...

it'll all be okay...

Now were here and were open theres no reason for me to lie, so let me make a confession...
all my intentions, expressions, impressions, perceptions, interconnections, elections, directions and-

Objection.

What?

Youre just rhyming words again.

Oh, what I was trying to say is that when I started talking to you my grades began descending, now that youre gone Im excelling...

Meeting you Im regretting,

sorry if Im offending,

but what you did wont be fixed after days of assessing and mending, repairing, and stitching...

because you broke my god damn heart.

So here I stay,

sitting all alone,

my heart was stolen,

after all you had to say,

it still ended in an explosion.

now that Ive said was was unspoken,

Im now nothing...

if not broken.

waiting for someone to say...

it'll all be okay...

Paralyzed in isolation,

amongst the normalized population,

my adoration of intoxication got the better of me, and while Im not able to stand I think I can say that this separation is the hardest for me to get through.

I guess for now Ill just focus on the inhalation of burning green.

So here I stay,

sitting all alone,

waiting for someone to say...

it'll all be okay...