Random Self-Quarrells and arguments.

blame

People are bitter
Often more rough
Than your slutty figure
I'm trying to picture
A world without you,
Not one where I'm buff.
I'm sound, content.
You are destined to hell...
Bound.
My hearts in the right place,
Yours is bent,
Twisted and vile,
I've seen you before,
In another view,
You walked down that aisle,
And stood next to my own to feet.
Family and friends,
Crowded pews,
Plans change when you find out you've been kept in a cage..
This feels like forever ago...
I admit, it's been awhile.
I've tried starting over,
A new slate, a blank sheet.
You're a clown
Back then I took my place
as one of your props
Things soon became clear
You were whispering in my ear
So I left
I thought for myself,
I started with beer,
After some time I was living in fear.
I could keep blaming you for my tears.
Or I could move on...
But when it comes to that
I feel like a deer
caught in headlights,
Mindless.
Still I treasure our highlights,
The laughs we shared
The stupid little things we did to show that we cared.
Oh..
Did you really though?
All the lies
Bringing our demise
That day I found out was the day that 'Us' died.
I'm glad I cried.
I'm glad I cry.
But you made me feel worse.
Tears and screams weren't enough for you,
You pushed me to the edge,
I felt like I was ready to die.
I was shy,
Once I was me,
I feel out of place
And now I'm always out of mind,
You played kings and I played a late ace.
You made me give up on the chase,
My quest for something true,
Something that made the skies more blue.
But after you,
I didnt know who was who,
Or what I would do.
You ruined me,
Like a coffee pot spilled on a newspaper
You spoiled me.
Forgive and forget?
Meet hate and repent.