Random Self-Quarrells and arguments.

On and On

I love you,

you know this. 

I hat that I love you,

I wanna be over this...

whatever it is.

You lead me on,

intentionally

or accidentally

it wont stop

happening.

to me.

You'll never let me go,

let me forget

let me let go

of you.

 No matter what I do,

who I do,

you're always there,

in my head.

I've ended countless things,

good things 

bad things 

fun things too

all for you.

now I have nothing,

and no one to turn to....

but you.

and when I come knocking on your door, 

begging for a drop of love,

I get a warm 

welcome 

inside, but after one foot in the doorway...

 I get thrown out.

Where are you when I need to to give back,

all the love

the faith,

the trust 

the respect,

I've placed in you. 

for nearly 5 years I've found other...

occupations. 

only one ever helped me block you out,

out of my mind. 

Now that she's gone I come running back,

back to you. 

You take my heart and

you 

you lead it on

and on

and on

and on

and

On.