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chat 42) golden disk awards, new couples and scandals

4th january 2020

today is the 4th of january 2020. 

in the past few days i have made numerous headlines for my comeback.

for my 'main' music video i had teasers released , but in a new way.

in london , paris , new york , Rio , LA , tokyo , singapore and then in seoul... i had a teaser released at 10am in each city on massive screens on the yesterday. a ten second teaser each. they attracted hundreds of thousands of people.possibly even millions.

bbc had wrote a really long article that then went viral. pre sales had started on new years evening and so far we have half a million pre sales.

numerous records have been broke by it and quite frankly , the companies worth was rising faster than i ever imagined.

but today is the rehearsals and pre recording for the GDA2020 day 2 

today the show has already happened (day 1 ) and some artists have been . including chungha and twice.today txt were performing and attending. i watched them via my phone or laptop throughout the day to monitor their performance and they did really well.

i arrived at around 9am and got changed straight away. i finished my recordings early , i have never missed seeing other peoples recording every , especially bighit artists.but by 3pm , i had seen parts and sections of BTS' performances,  but i had to leave as soon as soon as i was finished.

by around 4pm , i was back in the dance rooms with the choreographer just re doing the dance multiple times , over and over again.after 4 excrutiating hours , i left and went home .

once i was home it was nearly 9pm and i turned on my instagram for the first time in a few days and saw the utter mess that was on there.heechul and mom were exposed , jihyo and daniel were exposed , kwangsoo and eunbin were exposed , and a few more were exposed . i was shocked , literally shocked. i began calling jihyo on her phone , i called her again until she picked up

jihyo: who is this?

me: oh my god , its me . lee eunha , diamond.

jihyo: ahh , sorry.

me: you got exposed, what the fuck?

jihyo: i know , i know. its a mess , jyp has been onto me .

me: i feel bad , but hey i did warn you.

jihyo: daniels neighbours literally wrote articles saying they saw me taking out his trash and bottles of alcohol. 

me: at least it wasn't dispatch.

jihyo: dispatch was a mess this year , a literals mess.how come you just found out

me: i saw .oh , i just turned on my instagram , i have been in and out of rehearsals and training and meetings ...so i haven't been on there for a while.but i just wanted to call to see if everything was okay and if you wanted anything.

jihyo: no its okay , we sorted it out .i heard the song you sold to itzy, its a shame that we dont get it

me: haha , nice to hear you liked it. by the way , is momo asleep?

jihyo: no , we are still here at the show.we are backstage right now waiting to leave , we have finished , a few others have left , do you want me to give the phone to her?

me: please

momo: hello?who is this ?

me: diamond , it's me.oh my god , i cant believe that just happened